[- yOu're iN my wOrld -]

2005-05-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

haii everytime i excited and lookin fwd to sumthin in the end alwayz not wad i expected to be de.. alwayz so disappointing..

ok anws. ive mooveedd blogg

pls relink. and me being a lazy person doesn wanna go ard tellin ppl in their tagboards so wen u pass by here and see this post jus relink if convenient for you =)

http://squashedbeanlight.blogspot.com

im out~!!

2005-05-13T10:38:00.000+08:00

waha ! end of the week ler ! how nice ! another 2 more days and lala ! ;)

yays. tmr goin to swim. more tan for me=)

ngaa. i shall stay up tonight to watch tv hA :)

hmm i'll blog again wen i have smth to blog bout baa

SQUASHEDbeanOUT~!!

2005-05-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

Diguise

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
you will never measure up, to those people you
must be strong, can't show that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something that's far from truth
Let them know that you're okay
just to make them stop
all the wondering, and questions they may have

"I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come"

Have you ever seen your face, in a mirror there's a smile
but inside you're just a mess, you feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being somewhere else
to let go of your disguise, all your worries too
and from that moment, then you see things clear

"I'm okay...

2005-05-12T13:54:00.000+08:00

oh man. im so glad another 2 papers have gone. now the slack er papers ler heehee=)))) thank God really.

science was blah. and hist was.. err.. unpredictable so we'll leave it as that.

and the xue jian xuan yuan on chn 55 8pm show is gettin boring. i alr know the ending Lols. i read the synopsis. =)) so no fun right? ah hah. and the 9pm show is funny. yes and not forgettin qian jin. of cus still nice=) heehee. but it ain wen i enjoying it halfway thn my grandma or ma or dad comes and sits in to watch and they ask sooo many many questions on wad is goin on.. sheesh hah. yes this pushes me to hurry the dayy. so its faster night time wen all my shows start heh=) im tv-addicting again. eh but i think nort as bad lor. las time i can sit in front of the tv for 4hrs . one show afta the other. like watch 7pm show ler thn got 8pm show and 9pm thn 10pm las time was wan quan yu le lor. hah but that was during holidays or sumth. thn i alwayz kanna scolded. and yar thats why now my specs the lense is sooooo thick! =( xin tong. >.<

lol spent an hr++ at mac. i think the longest time i ever spent at mac ba. sausage muffin ish good=) and dun drink the tea. its so bland and tasteless.

~~geog, science, maths, hist~~,homec, english, chi and whoopee to go

a.i yest was.. well ok. oOo i lurve anthony! :) hopefully he wun get kicked out this week *crosses fingers* i think carrey or bo shud get out. carrey's personality is too boring which affects her singing.. and bo's voice is blah! why do ppl like it? Lol vonzell and anthony rawk! well guy's voice is nicer. but not bo's :) anw bo is like so old. he looks old and is old. constantine is same age as him but at least his voice is betta and he has more star quality. Lol ok i shan say more. :)

im determined to oni read thru my homec tb and nort study it=) i shall start my slackin period.

ay, i shall go find smth else more interested to do.

PS: i jus realised i din use the word [ bull ] much. Lol find my prediction is wrong

bye world~

2005-05-10T14:10:00.000+08:00

yipes. how dead am i.

yesterdayy..
geog was. well do-able. jus one prob. dunno whether answered correctly LoLs. kay heck it now. yesterday come home, i was slackin like a bull! Lol i hardly really studied. oni went thru mistakes for maths. thn night time i was being sucha jerk, goin round the house disturbing my poor sis and bro hee hee. being spastic. well hey i got my bro to laugh LoLs! =))) i jus brighten up his day lol!!! x.x thn my ma was like "dun disturb jie la. u finish eatin apples go slp" ha!

todayy..
wad can i say? i think i was most prepared for the maths paper. i mean like i did the most practices on it so i was pretty much confident. and wad did i get. a load of bull answers !! jerks. dunno minus how many tens of marks alr lor!! like the 6 marks question! it looks sOooo easy seriously! but i jus CANT get the cursed answer out !! 6 marks for crying out loud !! it'd be a wonder if i can get A for tis paper. saddening mann..
hai thn ar. i veh good lor. today rain so shuang. i happily watched hr++ of tv thn go lalaland. can slp until now thn wake up. thn now wake up come here to use comp. and tmr is wad paper? science hello!! LoL. my worst nightmare! sheesh.

i think the nxt time im able to come blog which will be hmm on thurs? i'll be using more [ bull ] involved words. >.<

gosh i was being spastic again to the dear poopoo and gigi in the morn. Lols. a good way of de-stressing ba. poopoo thot i was relapsing. >.< heh

i shall go and stone Now.
bye world.

2005-05-08T17:20:00.000+08:00

sighh. i have a baad feeling bout this mid yr. i think im gonna fail my mother Lols. sorry laa. jiu shi carn get down to business you mei you. jus hope dun get a C laa. B also betta right. slowly improve laa hahah. comfort maiiself.

geog get B4 good enuf.
maths at least B3 ba
Science leh. im expecting the worse.
History at least B3.
aiyah everything average B3 if possible laa. if nort B4.

yikes! carn wait for this stoopid exam thingy to pass! thn i'll be able to get my K ONE CD !! jr!! i can keep watchin the mv man. his voice is sOooo nice! hai guys with good voices are so attractive you mei you!!! heehee. im baq to oogling at guys. zZ. ha. i lurvee JR. my new maple acc shall still be Jray! >.<

oh yes. and theres this love in paris korean show heh. well though the actors look irritating and theres oni one shuai ge, the show is really interesting kayy. try not to get put off by the main character woman and the frog-face guy hee=)
im so dead. i wanna buy so many vcds. gnaa.. x.x

God help me through nxt week Lord.

2005-05-06T16:30:00.000+08:00

*glomps*! gnawww ok i jus realised my lurve has rekindled. I still SO LURVE JR HOKAYY he is soooooo cute. jus like this baby named esher in my church. at the same time he looks like pooh hokayy! sooooooooo cute!! goodness gracious! hah. and i simply lurve his voice. so nice! =) hee hee and he's one yr older than my eldest bro. see. my point is i hate being young hahahaha!! >.< mv=")">yong gan qu ai.. hee hee.. may 13 !! bOo yah!

ok i concede defeat with geog. you win. i noob. i cant believe for both geog tests for the firs half of the yr i can get same marks for both! 9.5 !! how pathetic my goodness!!! totally freak results. i gort study hokayy! hmm maybe not so thorough laa eh but how can be so baad. it jus reminds me of science. no matter how i study its jus cant score. can score means cant score full stop. jerks. im more convinced that geog ain my type and i shud go hist nxt yr. actually i was re-considering since actually hist is more chim laa. geog more straightforward muggin de. but now?! wad to do. my memory work is surely a failure. see how small my brain is and u'll know how limited space there is in it. everytme exam comin jiu shi cannot study de lor!! so sicko. humphs. i shall take things in my stride. and follow my belief : chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi

hokayy at least i got 79 for my zhuan ke. >.< so afta sch went tm. ate mos with sheri and poopoo. hee sheri mus be so diaoded. i was totally crappin awayy hee hee. =) thn went puzzle world! waha! at least they gort new stock ler! and i saw 3 500 pieces one which i want to do! kaoz its 41.50 for one lor.. so i think i'll oni choose one. eee i wanna do puzzle!! siiigh. oni afta exam thn can buy--. x.X hee and im sure my dad will hit the roof. i rmb the las one i did.. finish alr supposed to go frame it budden lazy. now dunno where it is le. so wasted, that one so pretty lor. disney zodiacs. it was really nice.

nga. ok. i shall go TRY to study! haha i alr saw poopoo eating white chocs with raisins inside wee`!! ii shall go and risk myself to gettin an ulcer

2005-05-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

~~backstabbers club~~
the eliminators

ahh midyrs. get it over and done with the sooner the better. Lol theres alwayz end of yrs. and even if i dun do good during end of yrs it doesn really matter much since im not aiming for trip science. poof science. blaaa.

ain it weird that actually so "many" gurls like cr? LoL so surprising. all the free periods todayy all gossipping. hokayy laa. veh entertaining.

yongsheng reminded me of flame of recca. LoL i cant believe i was so lag as to ask him wads the main character's name in there LOL! can u believe i asked sucha stoopid question? so obvious his name is recca right?! Lmao.

anngi shud bring more sweets for me. and mustn let yongsheng and cherngru see. >.<

im still so bored. im gna stay up and wait for my mv to play on tv. and i'll probably get a scolding or sumth from my parents lol. heehee--

ah ha! faith's house the biig biig dog finally gave away le. good for her lols. and maybe i'll considering going her house. still got onemore oldie in the house. zZz.

recess now so interesting lol. go find cat. and we found a carcass. how wonderful. and its mouth was covered with blood. and after sch walk pass there it was gone! hmm..

2005-05-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

teh Backstabbers klub
chair(wo)man: Koh L me
vice-chair: yongsheng
secretary : yours truly
senior members: Ho anngigi, Chia cherngru and Yeo minhui

Lol this is how to find cheap thrills during boring lessons.

hehh. i so lurve teevee. well the shows duhh uhh. they're so addictive !! hee

lingling is supposed to buy me vcd hEh. and she so cute. sms me jus to tell me she washed her hair! twice!! lols. so impressive. scrubbed all her worms out heh hAhA.

2005-04-29T18:22:00.000+08:00

thats it. all it took was for him to take my specs and wear it to break it. its like wah lao.. why does everyone jus like to meddle with my specs leh? its especially fragile since its frameless. my that pair which was me since p6 gone. =( but yea i was expecting it to break soon. but not SO SOON !! arrrgghh.. and the funniest thing is how can he still make sucha joke out of it wen its broken? bu hao xiao lorr. humph. owe me a treat !! >.< i think i was so shock at its sudden demise that surprisingly my fanying wasn so biig. i mean wah lao of cus i was so angry he broke it. but i think the biggest culprit is that yongsheng!! keep wearing it lor. like my specs is so small for my small head and of cus it will be tight on his that big fat face right? hai and my butt had crushed it before.

so afta chi paper, go specs shop duhh~. i am more concerned about no specs cant watch tv lols. and the thing is frameless take longer to make. hah. thn my dad was like cant trust me with frameless budden it held together for 2 yrs le leh! not baad hokayy! even the woman at the shop said so too. for a young person like me to keep it till now yi jing bu cuo ler!! heh heh. yes and i made 2 specs. a spare one which im wearing now. zZz full frame. funny. well at least i saved some money taking care of my specs and now they're oni gonna change my lenses the frame still can use again lols. oh man! and yea my eye degree for the left side went up by 75 my goodness!!! and right side 50! wah siao lor! so baad mann. im goin for lasik wen i reach 18 lols. >.<

i hate contacts. unlike uncle tofu lols. dun even know if he really went to make horr.. lols. go army wear contacts? LoLs.

2005-04-27T20:03:00.000+08:00

i lurvee my dear daddy =)))

yknow theres this song i heard wen i was lil and it goes like " i want to marry daddy wen i grow up. my daddy is the sweetest man uve seen.. etc etc " yea it means to marry someone like daddyy. Lols. of cus i lurve mummy too duhh ha >.<

cr and lm are forever at loggerheads, in the fun way that is lols. playin with klaz markers. and yongsheng made his arms into a tag-body. i wrote [ i am gay ] on his arm heh. and i drew a ring too. 1 carat hah. it even sparkles. =) lama. Lol and mr mok saw their arms filled with pen marks and marker marks and he was like " you ppl are really bored huh" Lol duhh.. wen u have boring teachers with boring lessons, u'll have to self entertain yknow. cheap thrills hah. good enuf >.P

Lol im so bored. so bored! heh since yest i was a really good gurL doin maths, i have decided to slack tonight ? Lols err.. sumth liddat baa..

veh funny. im suddenly stuck to bei ying again.. its so niceeeee.

i mus learn to chew faster lols! how can ppl jus gobble down their food so quickly? like dun they suffer from indigestion or some sort? sian lehs. like a whole table or 2Acers eating. we were one of the 1st to get to the table. and i like finished ard the same time as the others? and jo and gigi were alr starin and larfing at me for eating so slowly.. zZzz..*snots* oh and sooo funny. xinzi started "playin" with cherngru. they were playin with his food? Lols throwing at each other. and cherngru is so hum man. xinzi managed to make him run away and hid in the boys toilet? lols. and he din dare go baq to the bench he even resorted to askin a sec 1 junior to take his plate from xinzi lols. obviously that failed. haha. and he had to put our plates into the basin for us haha! =) and xinzi actually soaked his food in her soda drink. i think he din eat it up baa. lols. childish. cheap thrills again lols

thn at the chang chen gate during 1st recess, there was this bunch of 1L guys using a stick to bully a white cat. sadistic ppl. and like our one whole bunch of 2Acers were all staring at them. i forgot who said [ our gang bigger or their gang bigger ] lols. and those sec 1s are czh form klaz peeps. lols.

ok im not supposed to be here now so i think for safety's sake i better scram now. and dude, i carn believe anwar was out las wk. man he so rawked ! Bo or scott shud be out man. so lang4 fei4 sighh.. anthony and vonzel better not get out boy! =)))

glow.in.the.dark.jellybeans__out&

2005-04-26T18:01:00.000+08:00

ima pigg.. i cant believe nowadays i nap for like 2 hrs ++ and really have to PULL myself up to do some work lols.

and my pa is sOoo cute. LoLs. he sent my sis this sms yest wen he wanted to pick her up from sch. [ im here alr. where art thou?] Lols thn she replied [ coming now to thee ] LOLS. so farneh..

ys is so disgusting.

im so bored. ngaaa. i have no mood to study. Lol its weird why im doin more of maths thn science wen i shud be more worried for my science lols. at least my maths still ke yi jiu laa. science is gone case ba.

and wad is this? eng and chi teacher givin us las min compo stuffs to write, ok at least eng dun have to write everything out. jus brain storming. but chi?? write. by tmr. lama. as if got help lols?

hmm.. i'll come baq la'er at night when hopefully theres more peeps on .. meanwhile i think i'll stick to my maths lol

glow-in-the-dark jellybean s__o ut**

2005-04-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

oOo yes. english enrichment grp totally RAWKS hokayy! hahah. ok laa but the video recording was horrible!! actually i wasn nervous de. but after sucha long wait being the las grp to be recorded, i started gettin nervous and i FLOPPED!! OH MY GOODNESS! i dun wan to see myself on screen nxt week! its gonna be so embarassing!! hahah *digs a hole and hides* yikes. ok the startin was horrible, cherngru intro us, and he STOPPED At MY NAME! like was i supposed to say hi? i was so stumped and said a stupid type of [hello] ! oh man. that stank so bad. and worse of all, i forgot my lines!! yike. i jus suddenly stopped halfway, rolled my eyes and finally rmb. oh man. so diu lian. ahhhhhhhh save me. so malu malu malu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i <333 ling2 lei-er

2005-04-23T11:53:00.000+08:00

oh. and for the las entry, i forgot to mention that yongsheng got the green form cus he go ask ms sia " ms sia. is ur leg injured? " he meant that she was being lame to limit him to a number of questions. zZzz

i jus realised that my blog doesn have cap letters.. WAHAHAH daniel looks hilarious bald! ok so i had a good time laughing. and oh my goodieness! jus his first 2 weeks in army and he has turned like sooooo manly!! gosh i lurve his tan! i want it too!! Lol i shud go tekong and sunbathe somedayy lols. he's voice has become so much more manly lols! hah but he claims that its due to the shoutings. hah. and look at his bulging biceps!!!! LOL! tim's gonna be sooo jealous hahahaha!! and his bald hair is so nice to play with. it feels like some squishy soft toy!! hahahahah. so funn! lols. so cooL.

buhahah. i jus realised how close mid yrs are. i cant believe it! ive been slackin the whole week. actually i think im sick. ive been feeling so lethargic and tired. everytime come home early from sch go slp. its like sOOooo hard to wake up and wen i do. my brain is so murky. i cant study at all! that stinks like biiig biig time.

im so bored. someone entertain me.

lol why is everyone like steading now? lol pris jus told me anothr alarming news.

2005-04-21T20:09:00.000+08:00

sbh is totally a lame-ded teacher. she sux? Lol i nvr noticed that her initials are the same as benhui's lol.

ok anw, so she gave yongsheng a green form todae. lol. and he was like " i jus said a joke only, she gimme green form? " lol. it started cus yongsheng lurves asking lots of lame questions. but as a teacher, shudn she like at least answer them? how can she limit a student to a specific no. of questions a dayy? she sux man. wad kind of teacher is this. how to learn if dun ask questions? she shud go quit her job or get fired. thn she was like "yongsheng wanna ask question as deborah ask for u." lame i tell ya. totally laaaammmeee..

lol thn english had the auction. xinzi is so pervert as to auction a sanitary pad and to think benedict got it at first shot ! Lol the sole buyer. hahaha and he kept wanting to take it at first lols. farnniie..

bOo tmr got the stupid english enrichment. like dude it totally sux too. wad is it for? its so stupid , lame, idiotic, irritating, sickening etc etc. im not attention seeker. ok normal presentation ok laa.. record ke pi lor. lame si le. waste of time and money.. bOOOOO!! jus as lame as las yr. but this yr lamer lols. why am i wasting time on this subj? Lols.

dang. my ulcer is still hurting. i have SOOOO much problems eating. and i look stupid. and my left cheek looks swollen and my lips are red. pls sHOOO u stupid ulcer !! be gone with u!! i begg uuu

wee! danny's comin home tmr! firs home visit ! how exciting! im so like gna take lots of pics wit him bald. i sure hope he looks funny *hee hee* *evil* im so gna be a nice sister and make him mashed potatoes to eat hah. >.<

eEe tmr homec gona make agar agar. how stingy. why cant they let us make pizza instead. curse mary chan. agar agar is so like easy to make, and ive made it with mummy at home before le. pizza more interesting and tasty maa. mus put more flavouring tmr lols. >.<

2005-04-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

WEEPIES! we got a hammie!! LOLS. its called HAMMIE! wagaga. its eyes are like so biig. and wen we took it out to the floor, it peed and pooped lol. THRICE! hahaha. so funny. it pooped on my sis and my bro's hand. eew. and it peed after i stroked it. HA. its so disgusting. its so warm and soft soft.. lols.

amazingly, im kinda attracted to the shitzu doggie. how amazing is that? a person who is highly scared of all animaLs actually is saying that the shihtzu is cute? Lols!! the joke of the century lmao. hee hee.. its so cute and looks so stupid and slow. hah.

Lol i slept at like not 10 yet las night and i was like so lethargic in sch todae? curse my ulcer! why do i alwayz get em? sheesh. its so irritating!!! get it away get it away!! waaaaa..

LoL todae me, anngi mh and lm were writing ppl we bu shuang with the names and their acts on a piece of paper. i feel so baad doin sucha thing liddat. hah but on the other hand, they deserve it. lalala--. im being mean>.P

the idoL comp is like sucha disaster. its so diu lian performing up there lols.

and to that [listen up] person from 1B huh. so smart thn u write down ur name big big and dun remain anonymous laa. i still got a lot wanna say wan but i give anngi face. hah.

mid yrs comin. how irritating. baq to muggin lifestyle.

so i shall put on my specs and be a nerd =) hah

glow-in-the-dark b eans__o ut

2005-04-18T17:49:00.000+08:00

MY PARENTS ALLOW US TO BUY HAMMIE!!

LoLs *gloats* =D=D=D hee hee

we're goin after sch tmr to get hammie!! how exciting !! wahahaha..

oh damn that listen up person. mus be some freako despo..

2005-04-16T17:07:00.000+08:00

*knocks on the door* "wake up gurLs !! "

i roll in bed. *yawns* waa oni 9, i still wanna slp. ayk! goin swimming. finnee.. *lazily gets out of bed* grumpy me was so grumpy on wad to eat. heH

reach the pooL in the blazing hot nice morning sun. waa so early got ppL swimmin in the baby pooL liao. and there was 3 sickening lifeguards which usually we din see there. well we hoped to get a tan under sucha nice morn sun. actually can see lor. but now at home it doesn seem so obvious. humph. im still determined on gettin that TAN !!! @.@

went to east point to makan. todae family dae lols. thn we went to pet safari. get the necessities for my bro's pet hamster which he got from his fren. we found out its breed- cannibal !! its nature is veh fierce and bits no matter wad. me and pris wanted to get a sapphire breed hamster cus it more guai. and i wanted to buy the ball for it to play with !! but it was out of stock there. =( and the other next one was a dwarf hamster. well my parents supposedly allowed us to get it then budden like rather settle for the best and whats more the lady tried taking it out for us budden it kept running awae.

now my dad says one is enuf. so we told tim to get rid of that one and get us a cuter and more friendly wan. but he refuses. since it had sentimental value humph.

i want HAMMIE !! *pouts*

Lol i was studyin geog jus now wen i got so bored. i decided to make mashed potatoes LOL! we learnt in homec. i thot i cud apply the same too. Lol at first i thot we din have carnation milk but i found out we did from my maid ! how wonderfuL . =) Lol but we dun have the oven so i decided to use the microwave. Lol and it jus got fried. overcooked. burnt lols. so now im tryin to remake it. heh heh. >.< pris said it tasted like fries. HAHA.

ok since no one nice to tok to is online. i gues i'll go tend to my potatoes and come online prob at night..

twinkle ou t__x

oh yea. i finally watched bleach and its like so lame? the first 2 epi . zzZ it ain lame nor do i see any buhahaha.. Lols. anime.. sheesh.

2005-04-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

raah. aye everyday is something the same. not much to write bout.

Lol qian nvr come. so we dun nid to present pw waha. one more week.

oh yea. thn todae minhui, xinzi ann gi liming they all were playin some lame game about milk which is so funny though childish lols.

ay i cant be bothered bout maple le haha.

and i haven started watchin naruto yet.. zZz haha

2005-04-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

ok i cant believe im so bored..

1. what do your friends call you? erm. i dun wanna ans this lol
2. is your bestfriend a girl? theres this gurL and this guy =)))
3. do you wear make-up?nope
4. do you wear shoes with high heels?nope
5. do you like wearing dresses? nope
6. do you have short or long hair?long
7. one length or layered?layered
8. how long does it take you to fix yourself up? not as long as my brothers. lmao.
9. do you have a makeup kit? my sis does. the WITCH one lols
10. if yes, what's inside? eye shadow, lipstick
11. how long do you take a bath? 10 min ++
12. do you use conditioner? wen i shuang
13. how do you dry your hair? evaporation
14. what's your usual hairstyle? liddat.
15. do you panic if you have a pimple? WAHA i dun have pimples =D
16. do you often go to the salon? i dun count lols!
17. when was the last time you went to the salon? before cny
18. what did you do in the salon? sit and stare into space
19. have you ever colored your hair? duh nope. mine is naturally bleached lols
20. rebond? have you tried ? nah. waste marney..
21. do you paint your nails? hardly.
22. what's your usual get up? huh. liddat lor.
23. rubber shoes or sandals? shoes
24. how many piercings do you have?none.
25. do you go on a diet? err. do i need one lols?
26. what brand do you use? any brand
27. do you have "rituals" before sleeping? wad..??
28. do you put cucumber on your eyes? thats oni somethin i think amanda wud do lols
29. do you fix yourself anywhere? huh
30. do you stay inside the toilet for a long time? err.. depends on duin wad lols
31. do you have lots of crushes and share themwith friends? wad lots lOLs. but if have i share lols. im nice.
32. do you blush whenever you see that specialperson? LoLs. wen liming makes it so obvious.
33. what do you like in a guy? mus be a nice guy, christian and i like his character
34. is it fun being a girl? anythin goes.
35. what do you feel answering this? really stupid.

2005-04-12T16:10:00.000+08:00

autistic. myy goaL? i can be soo pessimistic and at other times dun ever wna be anything like wad i think. on second thots, nahh. i dun wan to autistic. i hate being alone. HATE! its like im so hum. ok i hate myself. i dun even dare take public transport home myself? well its not like ive nvr gone home myself. its jus i scared? LoL im a weirdo. i worry too much i think. hEe hEe. if oni i can find someone to go home with me. amanda? dun count on it. everytime bluff me. thn wen we reach bedok interchange she'll conveniently tell me take 60 faster for her. yaa i cant take it humph. pang seh wo wan. X.x

i jus realised actually there're so many ppl like me? well. in search of that true fren. hah. i mus actually say my bro is a lucky guy alr. hahah at least he got gf. thn keep sayin he so pathetic and all. surely i believe. LoLs he dun even know he so xin fu. and that that perrsonn. i cant imagine why he/she can feel so unloved wen he/she has to me la, so many ppl who actually guan xin ta lor. funny person.

true fren true fren. yes yes i had found mine. my dear faith-y. haii but why mus she ever be in dhs. that gurL. obviously i can feel the gap between us. no longer as close. no longer can we chat on the phone for hrs. I MISS MY PRI SCH DAYS. a load of bull that sec sch life is betta. differs from person to person. makes me rmb the ONLY GUY i toked to on msn for 3-4hrs plus and i had so much in common with. hah id love to have more guy frens lol. guys are more fun though lols. hA.

ah let bygones be bygones baa. i dun wan my blog to become some negative stories bout me. HAPPY THINGS !! i wanna blog happy things. May the Lord help me.

my bro called from army yest !! haha that pathetic guy. he's not a guy lols. too gentle a guy. but i mus say he's still a GOOD guy. both my bro and sis are of cus duhh. haha i shall be left on the shelf. im crappin again. ok baq to subj. yaa so he was sayin he sat in for live firing . and he was scared of the loud sound he heard allthough he was alr wearing ear studs. and he said he shuddered. lousy chap my dad commented. HAH. surely army is fun wan lor bt. >.<

oh oh. the pizza feast yesterdaee. i ate 3 pizza pieces ! WOW. lol how amazing is that. it was greaat. and yummy too. mmm *rubs stomach* and all the laughs we had. gonna be a thing of the past too. see laa. how i wish i was a twin with my sis. =( i hate being the youngest ! ngaaaa !!

yup thn we 6 -> me, caiyu, jacqueline, hoi hoi, sheri mehh and prissypoo were tokin bout pokemon names for each other. im jigglypuff. pris is ratata cus she's a mouse lols. hoi is pikachu cus of its cheeks. sheri is bulbursaur. jacqueline is meryL. and the most hilarious of all. caiyu the fishy is MAGIKARP! WAHAHA! karp karp. that good for nth fishy. HAHA. but we not so mean so changed it to horsey HAHA. magickarp karp. SO FUNNY!

thn todae morn wen me and pris walkin up stairs caiyu was with us. thn i karp her before i left them for the 3rd floor. i was so sleepy. i was totally like draggin my feet todae. i hate walkin past the sec 3 corridor lols. its so long. like wen am i gna reach. so farr. haha.

wah lao lao lao. why mus those idiots put me with hongchew?? surely i like him and he likes me de lorr. zZz. jus bcus we have same surname? not funny lorr. surely i dun have taste de. hAa.

soonhui and cherngru's reactions are so same. everytime u put them with xm their first reaction is a BIG BIG LOUD POOOI! lmao. so funny.

ok my bro is irritating me to get lost so i shall end

twinkle ou t__x

2005-04-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

ok i really feel horrible now and theres no other wae i can think of thn to put it down in words.

i hope no one reads this. its for myself . so if u read it. jus heck about me

i feel so darned insignificant. its like no one cares. NO ONE. i feel like a nobody. i thank my dad for allowing me to blog now.
why are ppl so mean and insensitive to others feelings? dun they know how hurt others can get? the most venomous thing in a human being is his tongue. hurt is how i feel. no one really cares. and no one wud.
wads that about to someone u're the world and to the world you're someone. a lot of bull. to NOBODY i am NOBODY and will alwayz remain status quo.
i wish i was autistic. id rather live in my own world where NO ONE can hurt me. i'll protect myself. and jus wait for tat special someone to open up my world. isn that much betta? than tryin to be an introvert wen i know deep down inside i DUN WAN to be. i hate it. i hate myself. i hate everybody now.
unwanted. nobody will ever understand how i felt. nor will they care to know. i dun care for them to know. i dun. who needs them. i shall jus strive to be autistic. i shall protect myself since i know i cant count on anyone. totally NO ONE! jerks.
i feel at times that if oni i cud jus bury myself up. leave me alone. i feeel so miserable. am i makin myself feel that way?
ive tried crying. obviously crying does help. though it makes u feel TOTALLY MISERABLE and horrible and unwanted and unloved and a darn dirt which ppl jus kick around not caring at all. but after a while, u'll feel alright. its jus like u cried all those darned feelings out, like a nightmare. i shud put into practice yesterday's sermon. leaving all my troubles with God.
i gues now God is the oni one who cares and loves me still. no mortal wud. cus im sucha worthless idiot.
at times i do think stupid things. maybe i think too much. i shud jus take things easy. i feel like one day, wen im old enuf, to run awae, leave spore, leave all my loved ones and lead a whole new life. but i know i will nvr do that. i love them too much. but do they know? do they care to know? dang. im crying again.
i gues even if that person who hurt me reads this, that person wun even know he/she had hurt me.
gosh i look freakish now. red swollen eyes and nose.
b: i thank u for wanting to listen to my troubles but i wun wanna put u thru this. its not worth it. its jus a stupid deborah. nt worth caring bout lols. its jus a stupid feeling i feel once in a while.i jus HAVE to let it out someway.
keepin it bottled inside will oni kill me. Lol.
im selfish. i gues the oni person i wud tell my troubles too. wud be [guanny]. someone whom i know cared for me and i know i was close to him. yes, i wun want divided love lols. i know at least he was MINE lols .oi! me and he not bgr lols. best friends. but now, i gues thats but i thing of the past. im no longer close to him. so HA no one left for poor biebie. >.< dang. im crapping again blaa

i hope no one had read this lol. im ok now. lols

2005-04-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

blaa.

i cant believe ive been slackin so much for 2 days already lmao. insanity. pure insanity. sleep is ever refreshing and nvr enuf lols.

jojo is a perv. 99% liao. madness. hardcore maple player. pure perv. >.< UNFAIR. i oni 60% lor. and she's gonna lvl twice le. stuuuupick.

twinkle ou t__*

2005-04-08T21:36:00.000+08:00

i miss maii brot.

LoL todae skipped sch to go tekong watch my bro's enlistment to army.

so lame, like we went there early and boarded the ferry early but had to wait 20mins++ for other ppl to board too. and i was gettin seasick from the shaking. and the ride was pretty fast though.

and the bmtc looks like a resort LOL. surely goin to army is like goin holidae lmao.

had a tour and briefing and speech bla bla. thn there was this part where all the enlistees had to make an oath. so they all stand. and like MY BRO is so short and small !! LOLs. little boy. at home he's the lao da. but go there he's the little boy. he looks so youthful LOLs. >.< oh ya. the oath. its like " I, (your name ) bla bla bla ( say ur i/c no. )... blaaa" the part where u have to say ur name and i/c no. was like HILARIOUS ! cus everyone was shouting somethin different out at the same time. and we 3 sitting were larfing. i think oni us so noob to laugh de baa. its supposed to be solemn. LOLs XD

ahh, army life. mayb being a gurL is betta. we're not much worried for him. more for timothy nxt nxt yr lols. daniel is more easy. Lol >.<

the weekend seems long. waha and luckily the choir pizza party was postponed so we din miss much !! =)))

2005-04-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

raah.

i was in a actually not bad mood todayy. but it was spoilt by some idiot i shan mention hummphs.

im feeling crappy crap.crap.crap.

waiting for ..

baaahs. '

hais dunno wad to blog laa

twinkle ou t_x

2005-04-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

AHS CHOIR ROCKS UR SOCKS !!!

IT DOESN MATTER CUS WE GOT GOLD DAMMIT !!!

HALLELUJAH !! PRAISE THE LORD !! =))))

END OF YR PRAGUE TRIP WAHAHA !!!

SAD WE DIN GET GOLD WITH HONOURS.

WANNA SCREAM BUT NO VOICE !!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

wah lao wth lor. dhs, fairfield, RI and VS got gold with HONOUR leh !! dammit.

lalallaa too happy to blog.

2005-04-01T20:28:00.000+08:00

wah sian. like todae maii voice jus improved a teeny weeny bit? die. wah lao and surely my voice veh sexy wan lor. so suan. syf on mondayy ! *prays!*

wah english enrichments are all lame sai4. las yr hai hao. this yr they actually wanna videotape all our presentations?! YUCK! i hate watchin videos with ME in em lols. i mean.. erghh. my voice is alwayz distorted ?!!!

ngaa. din see em todaee.

bah id betta get well soon. im gonna like gorge myself with all those pi pa gao and zhen zhu fen and whatnot. someone. if u know some thingy which effectively cures ur voice. pls tell me !! desperate urgency !!

lol. im so proud of myself. eng enrichment intro. we were rackin our brains for the adjectives right, so wen we came to cherngru. I (thank you thank you) suggested CHIKOPEK for C ! hEe hEe. =)) so funn. and thanks to my voice i din have to tok. but i think i was acting as an idiot in front of the cam. im so glad i wun be watchin it if she plays it nxt fridaee cus i ponning skool! hee goin to attend my bro's army enlistment. oh darn, which means i'll be missing salad cooking. ahhh. oh wells.

twinkle ou t__+

2005-03-31T17:57:00.000+08:00

wah sian. todae morning my voice is like so squeaky and bo siah. how am i supposed to do recording? aiyah die laa, i think earliest i can pass up is oni tues? waa.. sian . i rather not pass up at all. bahs. nvm still got anngi and yingmin pei wo nvr pass up heh. stupid auraL.

hmm jus woke up from sleep. ever so refreshing and lovely. =X

LoL caiyu bought mee pooh stickers thankies !! =))))

twinkle ou t___**

2005-03-29T18:20:00.000+08:00

ok maii sis wans to use. so i have to make this snappy.

helen chew period. make us write leaf and oak tree. anonymous throughout. SHO FUNNY! thn before that i alr told liming scarly cherng ru get xinmins or xinmin get cherng ru's. LOL! AND ZHONG MAN! dunno is coincidencial or she pick wan hahaha. SHE GOT CHERNNG ru's! GOSH! so funny! thn she wrote until as if she was really writing a love letter to cherng ru lor !! "i will hold u as long as i can" bla bla carn rmb details but it was SOOOO disgusting. thn liming accidentally passed ard the klaz. haha. mrs chew say mus file. cherngru says he'll burn and throw it. LMAO. XD

aiyah maii sis rushin mee liao laa. i go lee.. hee

~twinkLe ou t__~

2005-03-28T19:31:00.000+08:00

ulcer. ouch! pain irritating, in the way, idiotic. why do i alwayz get em? i say a lot of bad words meh.. i got curse a lot of ppl mehs.. LoL *ponders* XD

DUH NO! hee hee i am guai kia=)

waa gou malu. kanna ma4 like siao still have to go out. who knows those ppl there. and mh so amused. yaya wadeva. shoo

im convinced that maii pe shirt stinks. especially keepin it in a plastic bagg for hours++. its disgustin to have to wear it again yknow.

lucky todae no hmwk. im more bothered by the attire check tmr. since primary skool i alwayz so scared of maii hair. now is half the prob. las time both front and back got prob. cut liao look like a total idiot. dun remind me of those horrible days. ya so now is fringe. but my bro and sis both say i look neat enuf lor.. so try to hide ba.. ARRRGGHH! darn skool. aiyah give demerit points thn give lar. but i dun wan to run those rounds afta skool !! bo stamina !! ._. sho irritating.

but im still lookin forward to syf. hee afta that can go shop for maii POOH STICKER ALBUM! *blush* aww im childish but pooh stickers are jus too pretteh !! hee oni like pooh STICKERS. heeeeeeeeee =))))

lalala aiyah no one on now veh der bawring.
and anw im eating mee dinner and watching tv while blogging..=X

2005-03-27T16:43:00.000+08:00

i hate them. i hate such ppl who dun consider the feelings of others. all they think about it themselves. they like, they're having fun. they dun care about anything else. knowing u have a phobia for those, they dun give a heck, they think u're exaggerating. but how do they actually know how you're feeling. they nvr put themselves into others shoes. i hate them. selfish faggots.

they dun nid me, i dun nid them. period.

bahs. i since dunno wen SOOOOOOOOOOOO wanted to put [ NOBODY ] as my nick on msn etc etc. who knows jacqo beat me to it. she's not the only NOBODY lols. thn i alwayz dun wan to put cus dun wan copy her. i hate copycats myself too. duhh lols hee hee. so i'll settle for NO ONE. hah . im tryin nort to copy !!!! i dun wan either =)

randall is funneh, weird, funneh, weird and funneh.

ressurrection sundae todae. it rained. i slept. shuang ~~~~~~~~~ =))) hee hee

lame shows shud be funny. hee im borrowing bleached from jacqo. maii lsl. lame sect leader. =) heehee

cy's too obvious.

i think im gonna mooovee blogg.. i think my this link is too cliched. heh duncha think so?

gown tmr . standing in GOWN tmr for choir prac ! jus for those guy's vests. aiyaa they kuku lookin ish their business? Lol cant she jus get like the com members or a selected small grp of ppl to bring can liao. the WHOLE choir? wah the worst thing is its on MONDAE? mondae pe dae i whole day alwayz sweat like siao wan lor. stink in the gown? eEew.

i shud be changin blog soon. look out ~!

~twinkle out~

2005-03-26T16:58:00.000+08:00

poof. wrecked. shacked.

hee in the mornin prissypoo was "tutoring" me science for that darned test on mondae. trust me. im prepared to flunk it. i hate science and science hates me. so there.

oO and prissypoo was so sweet to buy me 6 packts of POOH stickers !! *glomps!* SOOOO PRETTEH!! =) *shimmering eyes* yay! hee hee

wow yest dunno wad happened to me. i practically slept the whole dae thru? i was so tired. felt like fever. but no fever. wah siao man sleep like no ones business haha

and todae we went to play badm. but it was kinda sian. dunno y.

pah! wanted to change my blogskin. searched for so long to no avail thats why im here. duh. lols. i gues im gonna go pig out again hee hee. =)

im so jealous. faith found this blog skin so terribly nice and i cant find anotha jus as nice. humph. and she wun let me copy hers =(! hahaha >.<
~twinkle out~

2005-03-24T18:20:00.000+08:00

aww.. i have sucha sweet brother and a not so sweet brother.. lols

yest night.. apparently there was this moth in maii room ( i share a room with maii sis ) yup and my sis happened to see it.. actually i kinda knew there was sumthin in maii room bart not sure wad it exactly was lar. i jus got xia dao wen i opened a drawer and something moved or flew out. ya thn i ran down stairs dun dare go up liaos. waha and supposedly maii sis is more scared of bugs than i am. so obviously she was freaked out. and so she proceeded to maii brothers room and slept there. well i wanted to exchange room with them for the night budden one allow the otha dun wan. =( sho i tried making my bros chase maii sis out of the room cus she was veh sleepy and obviously wanted to slp but dun dare to. hee hee norteh mee. =) so after like 20 mins++ both bros checked our room and there seemed to be no sign of that horrible moth wadsoever. surely stopped at some place nvr move. so since i was tired too. i decided i dun care maii sis i want to sleep ! ( i din dare slp yet too cus dun dare go alone to maii room and slp .. wen theres a moth lurkin around.. somewhere...) Lols. XD
so i asked maii eldest bro to go do somethin in maii room while i slp. thn wen i asleep liao thn he can go. but he said he veh tired oso.. wanna go slp le. fine so i asked my otha bro and he.. AGREED to my astonishment ! LOL =))) hee so i happily go sleep lar.. with my bro in the room reading bible, room lights were on, door was wide open, 2 fans on.. yupp.. thn wen he left that time i was still wide awake. the bright lights were apparently stoppin me from entering beauty land though i know i was veh close to it . at this time, around 10:45pm , my sis decided to come into the room lols. and she so lucky man ! actually saw the moth ! and it was flying around !! GRACIOUS! so scary! Lols. since i was awake, my first instinct told me to siam! so i offed my fan and ran out of the room. and she called maii dad up and he KILLED IT !! wee`! saved ! Lols. thn finally i got my dued sleep lols. *phew*

Lol ok now todaee its natty's burfdae. so leepeng, min hui yong sheng debby made her this hershey choc cake. so sweet. thn they sang bdae song for her in canteen. and usually ppl who sing bdae song ish like veh loud that type, whole canteen can hear.. and ppl will boo.. ya.. PENGZ MAN! they all dun dare sing loud loud lor !! it was so soft. i moved back a lil can hardly hear them liao ! if anyone heard the softness, so diu lian. aiya but its the thot that counts lar so fine lor. hee.. =)

thn we got class JERSEY todae. wah seh. my first impression wen i saw this dark red and dark purplish blue shirt was. YUCK! Lols.. but wen u see the whole klaz wearing it it ain that bad. hEe hEe.. and at first we thot no number but had. and they las time sae 6 characters for name oni but actually can until 8 lor. kae nvm. mine writes "Deb" "10" quite cute according to my bro and sis hee so im fine with it=) hee and hor there were 3 diff designs. and i got the supposedly nicest type ba. hee =)))))

aiya i go eat dinner liao.. stil goin out seh and im a SLOW eater lols!

~twinkle out ~

2005-03-22T18:26:00.000+08:00

wahahaha.. *gloats* hee hee..

lalalala kinda excited bout syf comin closer and closer.. well they say its so fast here le but to me its still quite far from now.. hee.. dunno which night i dreamt we got GOLD hee and hope it COMES true !! =)

eeee ever since sch reopened.. seems like no one blogs much now.. so dead around here.. laa

autuum starrset.

in the process of re downloading maple.. wow.. its so fast lor.. less than an hour.. siao. las time i took 5 hrs? crazy maple.. hee hee

2005-03-19T17:42:00.000+08:00

wah lao now wad time liao lor anngi still refuse to send me the homec things.. like i veh free to do touch up liddat lor.. baka ne

LoL todaes choir prac was so.. hem hem.. jus listen to the no. of ppl who were coughing away, me included. everyone sick liao lor.. lame.

sian diao. finished studying a veh ma hu type of studying for history.. prepared for the worst lar. hee .

sian man. tried to nap in the afternoon thn pris and tim were makin a ball of a noise in the nxt room and i cudn get to slp too cus keep coughing.. SIAN.

wahaha finally bought sushi.. but they din have the tuna and cucumber one the way i wanted ! LOL and the crabs meat salad wan ain nice lols. recommended by hoi.

laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im so bored ..........................................

2005-03-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

LOL many thanks to lian cheng for sending me this song which i had been lookin around for hee !! if i had known go straight ask him liao lols. >.<

wee`! ^^;;

2005-03-18T16:51:00.000+08:00

craving for sushi.. tuna cucumber sushi soaked in soy sauce which costs 5 cents per pack !! Lol i thot they were free..

hais sickety sick. where did i contract the flu bug from? cough+sore throat=lethargic but its fridae liao . MUST finish up all hmwk . at least try. everytime get sore throat u'll jus feel like sleeping. soooo sickening. hate duin las min hmwk but cant help it either hee hee=) siiiiiick.

wahaha at least i'll spare my feet the pain from standing for 1 and a half hrs tmr waha. must get well. Lol i feel as if i got fever though is dun have lar. if not for the lethargic-ness i wud have gone to bedok interchange with prissy to satisfy my crave of sushi. sickening sickness. raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

get off my back . jerk.
some idiot keeps bothering me bout the same subj.. for almost 2 yrs !! GET A LIFE! freako. i know u have a screw loose but dun get me involved in this stupidity-ness. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH !! damn u despo

wah sian. i wanna change blog skin but somehow it wun accept my tagboard !! everything else is so nice lor. irritating.

oh yes. lian cheng sent me forever love ! Lol i had been looking for it !! =)))) yay thanks lian cheng ^^;;

hmm jacq's blog had something bout the sun moon stars thingy. she wans to be the moon. duh who wun want to be the sun if they could. not many ppl are up to it. laaa since she wans to be moon, i will not copy her. anw i rather be a star. small but noticable. dun have to be so big nor do i need to catch so much attention. and stars are pretty toO. =) occasionally give a twinkle to someone's life.

*patpats* get well soon maii self waha ~OUT~

2005-03-17T17:51:00.000+08:00

wahahaha todae that japanese guy komasushita sho damn farneh oso.

he make us sing the songs so nice lor. LOL but i DUN remember any liao !! wahahaha. thn he keep jumping around wan lol surely veh easy get tired. thn he veh siao siao wan.. his expressions veh farneh. and he pose so gay lols.

ya thn yknow for all jap r must pronounce as l . so i was calling sheri , sheLI Lols.. thn she called me back debolah. lols. thn prissy's was pliscilla.

oh yAR! on the wae to fairfield i found out that my third metal button on my shirt was GONE! Lols i was freakin out. since at the bus stop i alr felt like my stomach veh exposed cus got wind but at that time my button was still on so i din think much lar.. thn later wen go down bus 14 i heard a droppin sound wen i got up from my seat but i din think it was anythin i dropped. so i din care. and it really was my button lor ! but i dunno lar. oni until on the otha bus i suddenly discovered.. around half wae thru the journey that time. thn caiyu tried to use keychain. but no avail. thn luckily hongyi had a safety pin but its like veh obvious and ugly lor. caiyu dunno how to make it as unobvious as possible so i ask pris thn she also dunno but JACQ knew! Lol my saviour!! haha thn she helped me make it oni a lil line exposed lols. at least not as pai kua. thn wen i had my bag i used it to cover. Lol. jacqueline, rang wo hui fu xin xin =)))) lol lols.

oh yar thn we found out the meaning of our kometsuki is so stupid. its so funny lor. the real meaning. Lmao. got bald gurL thn later use rice to tie HAIR wen she doesn have.. lame. thn wad mucus flow etc etc. so stupid and funneh hence.

dam its thurdae!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! freeeeeeeaaaaaaaaakkkk

sat still have choir 11-12.30 .. sIAN DAO!

2005-03-16T16:12:00.000+08:00

Oh can't you see
I can't imagine life
Without your love
And even forever don't seem
Like long enough

You know I can't resist'
Cause you're the air
That I breathe

lalala chij st nicholas gurls schooL ish like so biig and they have their own stadium man.. kinda cooL bart mebbe nort cus pe sure have to run like siao.. also means their sports sure pump a lot de bahs. we walked from one end to the otha of the schooL.. and theres B1 B2 someone lor! siao siao. and caiyu was jealous and keep sayin they so rich they so rich de. zZzz..

waha workshop sho farneh. that goldring guy so funneh.
to stop the train in cases of emergency
pull down the lever
pull down the lever
penalty for improper use 50 pounds

wa sian faith jus reminded me bout tests and i jus remembered must study for history test on MON dammit. i'll be stoning man.. slacked for 4 1/2 daes le.. so fast wed liao .. lalalalalla SIAN!

i dun need anotha lifeline
its not for me

2005-03-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep meDrowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep meDrowning in your love

gosh gosh gosh! this song is sho nice waha. heard it in this fashion wen i was walking ard with jacq while pris was cutting her hair at the [SPEED] there Lols.. ok fine im a lagger hee..

bahs my maple is still down.. stupid patcher !!

2005-03-15T17:50:00.000+08:00

wahaha the world seems so much clearer to me now.. no more blurriness.. clear. jus a lil irritation.

lalala.. sian dao. tenors are.. siighh

anw.. tmr go st nichs. so shyt. have to come home myself afta that tmr. stupid pris n hoi goin to teachers house for klaz gathering. Brrrrr!!!

2005-03-13T20:39:00.000+08:00

=)))

ok im ok.

LoL.

humma.. hmwk is like piling and i know holidaes are deceiving and stupid teachers still crush us with a whole stack of work and now i have to complete em.. but hook or by crook. sosick..

wee` gonna be making maii contacts tmr hee=) vain pot. surprisingly my ma doesn find anythin wrong with me a 14 yr old sec 2 wanting to make contacts lor. and my dad was sayin i so vain for my age LOL! amazing.. lala.. hEe lub mamies and dadies haha

2005-03-12T17:59:00.000+08:00

wah sian. my xin qing is totally ruined ! gone !

saw sumthin i rather i din see .. and now im all saaadd..

hais dun give up oso no choice le..

todaee my mood still so bad.. SHI LIAN LEH!! obviously.. thn some ppl had to jus make it worse and of cus i moody whole wae.. BUT as who i am, i cant shut up or diam for too long a time de.. i'll keep finding a chance to start tokin again.. everytime liddat wan.. even when i start cold war with my sis ALWAYZ is I end up tokin to her again wan.. how irritating.. so loser-atic !

laa~ ya so all i can do is get ova with it.. and i wish him all the best=)

hee i wanna get back to my happy self. some how i wished that mondae was skool lols, how amazing is that.

2005-03-11T17:50:00.000+08:00

laaaaaa~

tong hua song is nice buden that guang liang's lousy voice spoilt it all and no feel de lol lol..

i want lee hom's forever love !! eeks carn find it =(

wahahahaha gloating ova janay's getting out of american idol !! laaaa~ anthony and mario rawk the comp man.. and the host of american idoL is like so good at bluffing u! gurmit singh shud really learn from him boi though surely imitation wun be good oso laaa~

wahaha went ta watch series of unfortunate events. lol nort baaad. baby sunny is so cute and jim carrey made the grim show light..lolssss..

-lollipops-- out--

2005-03-10T18:15:00.000+08:00

wooo school todae was lower sec daee.. but so wad.. they shud have split our recesses up so we get the whole canteen to ourselves.. ain that betta?

lala wad stupid english holidaee assignment. ya.. surely.. no need to use brains.. i'd rather.. betta than recording yourself reading a passage !! and afta come back mus let whole klaz hear it lor !! yuck! my recorded voice stinks ! it jus doesn sound like me.. i've tried it before lols. eeeeewwww. i feel im gonna hate it.. some crap bout practising for oraL.. =X

yaaaaayyy. tmr school ends earleh!! =) zZz but so wad still got stupid chinese and hist .. hee then afta that i am gonna go watch series of unfortunate events with timmypoo!! =)))) heh and afta that WE are gonna make new specs !! Lol .. he action wan.. 2 yrs ago copy me go make frameless wen specs with frames looks so much nicer on him.. lame.. bahs both my bro liddat wan.. frame specs jus look nice on em lol. lucky ppl. hEe and I am gonna make contacts !! hEe actually im a lil worried bout the eye dropping.. eye kinda sensitive heh. lalalala-

Lol thn todaee geog period slack like anything.. and liming and cherng ru were playing again. it actually started with yongsheng during chi period. liming ask him go return shiling the paint she borrowed for her.. thn he go open the tubes and dropped the paints onto his arm and thn he go smear em on liming and cherngru's faces.. yuck. LoL glad i wasn involved heh. ya thn afterwards geog period i dunno how liming and cherngru started.. lol throwing eraser and paper at each other.. thn throw throw throw and leepeng also kanna involved.. both gurls throw at cherngru. lmao. thn liming started taking out magazine paper thn wet it with water till its all disgusting and wet and soggy and threw em at him lols. geog period is heart exercise period. LoL.. bahs but afta hols come back is pat wong taking ova bOO! *caiyu's form teacher lol.. heard so much bout her* no more ignoring geog wb exercises and not duin em.. sheesh..

laaa~ thn eng period go library read.. and i got this boring book is a diary of a 14 yr old gurL who contracted aids afta this guy go sweet talk her bla bla thn raped her. yucks.

we had maths retest too since our klaz did so badly. its amazing how leepeng oni got 15/20 afta mugging so hard for it and minhui said she hardly studied and she got 16. Lol and anngi got 10 oni.. and i managed to snatch a 13 !! thats good considering the many no, of questions i din know how to do.. probably got the marks from my workings heh=)

2005-03-08T16:09:00.000+08:00

dang. eng compre's gonna be a flop..

stupid lee peng used the table n scratched my leg.. PAIN leh!!

and how sickening, on my way out from the air con hall i was checking my hp and din see a step and i fell.. ya like sittting down "gracefully" and i think i twisted my right ankle.. it hurts and i scratched my back.. =(( *pats*

2005-03-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

waa.. haven been able to find time to blog for like ages?

yea i know i had a lot to tok bout the past few days but i think ive forgotten em all already.. laaa..

yup so its gonna be a fei-ded entry again.

yikes.. tons of hmwk piling up but i jus cant seem to care bout em.. either dunno how to do so heck or really jus dun care wan.. homec, i hardly read thru my tb.. maths hmwk.. bahs tons i blur at thn eng n chinese compre is sickening. and chapt 6 hist notes i jus cant care bout it !! Lol.. now wad im most worried is the science SPA test tmr.. lalala-

oh yesh.. todae went swimming at nsrcc thn we ate at this really "posh" restaurant there.. so empty but it looked really presentable.. ah dunno why todae swimming was kinda sian.. i was more of looking forward to getting up and after bathing go buy spring rolls at the pathetic canteen there.. but sadly they din have it=( ya thn so farneh at the restaurant they actually served it !! LoL me and prissypoo were sho happee=)) ya todae we go eat in restaurant to celebrate my bro's O and A lvl results. my 2nd bro did reasonably well and my bro did well Lols. got 3 As cept for his GP- b4 ! Lols.. and the food there was not bad.. quite pleasant and it was so COLD in there.. especially after bathing.. ya and its like you're cold and wanna drink the hot tea they serve but the hot tea is like scalding tongue hot? so u cant drink it yet.. so irritating..

sick. tmr's yet another horrendously horrible schoOl dae and i SO cant wait for sat ! suddenly wanna read books. ya mebbe cus im preparing for the future whereby in JC i will definitely not go to the Sciences but take Arts. so mus prepare now by reading widely.. Lol this sudden passion for books will die down VEH fast wan de lar.. lols mayb even wen reach sat i alr dun wanna read liao waha !!

yes and priscilla's stupid face in the restaurant ISH veh sickeningly disturbing LOLS

oh yar did i not mention bcus i was so sian in the pooL so we played this stupid game whereby we went underwater and someone said something which the otha person had to gues. ya pris looked SO stupid trying to say wad she wanted which made me laugh like hell. so stupid looking ! seriously if u go swimin with someone, try making them speak underwater and start laughing LOLS

chao

2005-03-03T18:11:00.000+08:00

tum te tums..

wahaha got out of the stupid hydroponics thingy laaa~

yesh todaee, me hoi pris caiyu and kiwi qihui were SUPPOSED to go hoi's house to play badminton wan.. then wen we were almost reaching it started drizzling thn pouring.. darnn.. so we ended up in her house looking at pictures of her wen she was young and some pictures which she took with her highly cute brother.. LoL.. ya thn afta that we decided to play concentration.. its the forfeit part they were aiming at.. qihui lost 3 times which meant 3 forfeits, prissy lost twice and caiyu once. wahaha me and hoi din loseee =) pro.. ya so our forfeits is alwayz to reanact a advertisement. qihui did the gatsby , if u're happy and u know it clap ur hair thingy Lols. veh funny. thn caiyu's one best. we actually have no idea wad ads there were so hoi on the tv and we saw this yoga like ad sO funny and we MADE her do it. so sporting. ya and i taped it with my hp. LOLS. and for pris'.. muahaha its I, the brilliant one, who came up with it. make her do the "there she goes, there she goes again " jewellery ad.. catwalk !! wahahhaa.. and she did it like an idiot. bai chi .. Lol ..

lala somehow i jus click betta with seniors laa..

PS: jolene says noob so cute Lols

2005-03-02T17:49:00.000+08:00

but wen i dunno,
i dunno wad he's after
but he's so beautiful
or jus a beautiful disaster..
and if i could hold on through the tears and the laughter
would it be beautiful ? or jus a beautiful disaster?
He's soft to the touch
but frayed at the ends he breaks
He's nvr enuf
Yet he's still so much more than i can take

yayy. tmr half daee. im so gonna try and get myself out of that stupid hydroponics thingy.. who cares bout cca points lol .. all liming's fault for signing me up humphs.. dun wan to stay back tmr for stpid hydroponicss !! liddat i wud ratha go for the stupid buddy thingy.. actually i wanna coach sec 1s lorr.. budden i know my results are like veh lan4 and surely cannot teach them much so forget it lor.. hEe.. at least i zi zhi zi ming right .. heh.. *pat pats*

and todae during czh period so farnie. liming and cherng ru were celebrating "Po shui jie" .. splashing water at each otha.. but both of their bottles had no water left and so liming took MY water bottle and used it to threaten and splash cherng ru and in self defence, HE actually used his diiirrty palm to cover the hole where ur mouth touches to DRINK water !! yucks. ya so for the rest of the day i dun dare drink my water liao.. contaminated le.. LOL=X

yaya and me and prissypoo were so lame.. writing stupid testis for each otha las night.. cus she jus created an acc.. lol yes lag.. anw pls add me cus i jus changed a new friendster acc.. attitud3b@hotmail.com ya. =)

oh yesh.. waha me prissy and hoi did a GOOD deed todaee LoLs. ok afta skool we go bedok mac eat thn wen we were goin off to the interchange outside the mac there was this old lady who asked hoi to help her buy some burgers for ur grand children who was comin baq from overseas but her legs no strength to walk up the steps to the mac. ya thn afta that we helped her walk very slowly to the road and I hailed a cabby for her hEee.. heh heh we are GOOD pple =)))

finne.. my stupid highly irritating bro wans to use the comp for dunno wad purposes le so i g2g..

2005-03-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

laaa~ nth to blog about recently..

boring days. stressfuL.. (heh bcus i keep delaying my hmwk see.. so they all stack and shoot altogether at the same time.. horrendous)

dang. i haven wrote the stupid excuse letter for that darn china trip. i'd betta get excused or else!

so siao. choir seniors all got high high for their o's. LoL yay thurs halfdae off but like they say u cant have the best of both worlds ya so the 3 periods are PW, CHINESE (booo!! ) and science.. that stinks big time !!

lalalala off i go

2005-02-24T18:21:00.000+08:00

bcus of you
i nvr strayed too far from the sidewalk
bcus of you
ive learnt to play on the safe side so i dun get hurt
bcus of you
i find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
bcus of you
i am afraid
bcus of you
i try my hardest to forget everything
bcus of you
i dunno how to love anyone else
bcus of you
im ashamed of my life bcus its empty

poof. i din get caught.

darn now wad? i have to pin my hair everytime during maths? ... sheesh. stupid rules. jus like rss liao lor.. arrrr

darn darn. sho glad theres no math tmr so i dun have to pin.. lala and theres cca lol!! yay can play *bang!* and tell lame jokes Lols =X

2005-02-22T17:34:00.000+08:00

you know you did it ; im gone
to find someone to live for in this world
theres no light at the end of the tunnel todae
jus a bridge that i gotta burn
you were wrong
if you thot u cud walk right thru my door
that is jus so you'
coming back wen i'm finally moved on
im already gone

mrs rod din come again todae. yesh slack period. and i forgot to hand up my stupid photo copied book cover. ........!!!!!

i was kinda excited bout their performance.. but it was a flop? no cd. stopped halfway to repeat some more cus of some microphone prob. and forgetting lyrics.. cud tell ms ng was veh pissed with our klaz and like din want to give us anotha chance to sing siah but duh she had to .. oh well so we din make it.. *pat pats* yar like wad ys said, dun cry ova spilt milk lols.

wahaha.. i sod liao. sho qiao. todae morning goin baq to klaz saw pris hoi qihui and YUNLIN lols. duhh of cus i was so "happy" to see her .. Lol thn goin down for 1st recess saw them again Lols.. wahaha surely got brighten up my day wan lor..

i am NOT goin home with amanda anymore again. i must be desperate if i were to.. alwayz dunwan take 66 and bluff me wan.. end up i taking it alone and she go wait for 60.. *bish!* yay lookin fwd to tmr.. why? cus i get to go home with pris and dun need to go with Amanda lols.

look on the bright side.. my science test surely fail wan.. i was so damn careless i cant believe i made sucha mistake man.. jus cross my fingers hope i tyco lar hor.. sheesh.. if not surely kanna black listed liao lor..

now wad time liao qian stil refuse to sms me hist quest. fineeee

2005-02-21T19:26:00.000+08:00

oOo bot kelly clarkson's breakaway! the songs in there are so nice! so far i think its the album with the most no. of nice songs man. i so lurve breakaway, GONE!! yes gone!! its sOo nice esp the chorus. but priss doesn like it hmph! jerk. +D

no ginger beer, oni some stupid invisible ink thingy which got so many stupid ppl to burn their stupid paper cus of a stupid exercise. wahaha. and of cus i din dare burn it.. thn pamela burnt her paper.. caught fire so she want to play some more so i let her help me get my msg out and she did it so nicely! so preeteh hEh =) lala

Happy burfdae aNngI! you're an old i mean olDER woman now Lols =)

thnx for the pressie toO=)

rahhh.. been slackin whole day listening to my cd and sleeping.

amanda is like so ai mei. wanted to go all the way to bugis jus to buy facial mask (heh i forgot the brand) wen bedok has it lor.. gosh.

lala mrs rod today nvr come and i forgot again to hand up my book cover.. shyyt..

2005-02-20T19:28:00.000+08:00

It's my party and i'd cry if i want to
Cry if i want to
Cry if i want to
you would cry too if it happened to you..

mMm las night's NTU concert nort bad ba.. and i thot i saw krystaL.. nt sure.. bahs i lurved the [Elijah Rock] song. sO nice ! =) and their kometsuki was not as good? hahaha as we expected lar.. the shouters are not as good as xj n jonathan we think. and altos can NOT be heard Lols. oni the starting good i think. lala

bOoo tmr no choir.. =( stupid sec 4 eng test HMPHHH

2005-02-19T12:14:00.000+08:00

.. heard from my parents yesterdaee that a guy from church got hit by a car on thursdae afternoon. scary. they said he was hysterical from the trauma wen he got admitted to hospital, screaming away. poor guy. one yr younger thn me i think. who'd have thought this wud have happened. and also he's been vomiting out everything. WHOLE day vomiting. yuck. how'd i like that? i HATE vomiting. its horrible. i think he keeps vomiting due to some concussion he's suffered. according to them his case is not life threatening thank God. but somewhere at the back of this head he got hit and they say this may affect his sense of balance if he doesn get any better, which means problems walking, cant coordinate his hands and legs which also means he cant play sports games anymore. poor guy. well thats the worst, and oni IF he doesn get betta. pray for him.

life alwayz takes u unawares. yes and it also reminds us not to RUN across the road and WATCH before u cross and SAFETY COMES FIRST.

Lols sounds so naggy, finnEee stupid maple cant get in.. AGAIN. darn.

2005-02-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHAHA !!! skool today was as usual-boring and so i have nothin much to say about it..

BUT! afta skool was sOoo farN hEh ! macdonalds with prissypoo and yunlin can be sO funneh !! yunlin jus has this look which is so irritating and makes u wanna laugh . so todae we went to eat mac. thn yunlin sat opposite me. thn she actually slowly stepped on my foot without realising it.. ok the way she stepped on me made me burs out with laughter !! and i dunno why i jus laughed and laughed which made prissy laugh also and i actually laughed till i CRIED !! crazy. hahahahaha.. but it was really veh funny.. and thn for the whole time we were there i jus suddenly kept laughing for no reason. Lol laughing is good cardiac exercise oK! hahaha. the look of her jus tickles me so much Lols. haha oh yar and the place we were sitting at was right in front of the tv. and it kept playing this stupid macdonalds type of song which irritated yunlin which was so amusing. she wanted to change place but we din wanna cus it was FUN to irritate her waha! =)) prissy's frens are so amusing. sad they're leaving nxt yr =(( hahaha but first things first ! heh heh. lookin forward to goin home and hopefully eating mac again with them HAH! =X

~out~

2005-02-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

HappEe Valentines~!! <33

so muchi sweets and chocolates and roses and stuff goin round.. haha prissypoo gave me a orange gebarium which is PREtEh Lols=) and uncle gave me and prissy 2 packets of sweets to share and wwen sheri passed it to us she was like "nah.. eat until all ur teeth drop Lols" and i so nice gave caiyu and jacq a pink rose each=) and so idiot lor.. caiyu say on the way to the mrt that time the down there wind alwayz veh strong ma.. so it blew and blew until the rose died! -,- nice. haha well nvm can alwayz pluck out the petals and either bathe in em or get married with em LOLs.

maths test todae im like so dead. well i was half brain dead as i was SO not feeling well todae. like vdae is supposed to be cheery and all? ya i was totally opposite ! shutted up and moody. i had a spinning headache wen i woke up this morning and it was like so bad.. thn afta i ate my breakfast i became sick in the tummy as well which obviously made things worse. its like u feel horrible with the head spinning and u at the same time feel sick in the stomach! all equals up to puking. =) my head was so heavy in my hands. i was totally like using one hand to pull my head up lor.. pathetic. so at firs i wanted to skip PE but strangely afta the test i felt MUCH betta Lols. so i fine lor.. run lor.. 7 mins JOGG! yes JOGG!! real slow type of JOG!! imagine.. haha anngi is the fast runner type and i pulled her slow with me waha! >.< its like we were counting the number of times the cherng ru shihying that gang of guys overtook us. like 6-8 ba? haha in 7 mins. ya pro. LOLs

arr thn choir we sang 2 lines for 1 and a half hrs++ Lols.. so pathetic and sian.. laa~

oOo 8 o clock liao. chn 55 got new show with WANG XI acting in it! waha i lurve guys with slit eyes haha >.< somehow they are more shuai~ hEh hEh.. me ogling at guys again hahaha.. well im sure most ppl are used to me liddat liao le baaa~ hEh ok intro ova so im off to watch it bla~

2005-02-13T17:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday dunno why my granny called a family dinner so my cousins all came ova to our house for dinner.. thn chloe and issac are like so weird n funny.. issac is sOoo well-fed and the evidence is his pauch. so young alr have lor.. gracious. thn he and chloe dun tok much and they jus beat each otha and its so entertaining. they like communicate with their eyes not their mouth wan lor.. interesting people.. hahaha.. thn valerie let me and prissy listen to 5566 the ge dou tian wang soundtrack songs.. the sun xie zhi n renfu sang [open arms] in ENGLISH! amazing. it was veh chinese lar duhh.. thn xiezhi sing no feel wan but renfu have.. ya.. anw renfu's voice obviously is nicer than xiezhi's lar..

o.O tmr is valentines day. and maths common test. stupid. mr mok din even tell us the chapters tested lor. so i heck dun study. anw maths nth to study wan wad heh heh. and tmr all sec 2 altos have to go tend to our v dae stalls during recess, before and afta skooL.. how irritating.. pls lor recess is like hardly enuf for me to go eat go toilet and bla bla and i still have to go to the stall??!! SHEESH! @.@

ok off to play maple before goin off to granny housee

2005-02-12T16:34:00.000+08:00

waii. jus watched happy sunday [ kuai le xing qi tian ]. it was about this guy called lan zhen long who is like sOoo cooL and shuai hahahs. but anws its so wasted that he is actually barbie hsu's boifren. some sucky gurL she is. yea i do remember reading bout them in some mag las yr but i din know his name so i din know was him. why in the world wud he like her? her character is really like so sucky! for ur info she is the gurL [sancai] in liu xing hua yuan[ meteor garden the f4 show] anw the show is like so funny and cooL. it showed his last time pics and they actually went to bring his pri skool klazmates and teacher to the show lor..Lols.

ngaaa.. wanna change my blog skin budden the one i want cant fit a tag board.. bahs.

2005-02-11T19:18:00.000+08:00

waaaai. Lol jus found out that faith watches the bali korean show. LOL! >.< hEe..

jus officially 14 todae hEeee=)

my ma so cute lor the way she said happy burfdae to mE todae morning hahaha>.P sOo many wishes sOooo happee.. and some idiot in skool has to spoil my dae.. *bish* finee wun spoil my day by tokin bout him.. so lets move on.. yes.. after skool sectionals.. jacq wun allow me to pon the whole thing and she TRICKED me! i wanted to leave at 2.30-3 liddat thn she wanted 4! so i din care so much lar.. thn she ended at 3!! zZzz tricked into staying for the whole thing.. so lame. well at least end early so thn we go tamp mac and makan. thn buy cake thn come home and THANK YOO ppl !! the pink billabong pencil case is likE sOoooo preeteh!! =)

hEe go makan dinner liao la so chao~

2005-02-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

arr stupid maple dunno how to dl the patch thingy so cudn plae for DAYS.. zZZz

2005-02-09T15:51:00.000+08:00

eEw. reunion dinner was held at some restaurant in east coast and like dude it was so not appetising.

happe new yrr. argh usual routine round every year. kinda boring actually and we went to my ma's cousin's hse and the amazing race finale was on but at the ending.. freddy and kendra won. i'd ratha kris and jon but so happy hayden and aaron were out lala~ i hate hayden. thn there was this cute little boi who was so dao . thn later we play bang bang with him (my dad and sis) thn he was like so excited and all thn we were about to go off liao and he was so sad so my dad was like (in chinese)" want to come with us go home and play with the sisters?" [ps: he din think the boi wud want to follow us home but no he was so wrong] the cute boy took his shoes out ! Lols thn later we all go out liao thn tell him we were jus jokin and he CRIED and was like (in chinese) " i want to go !!! " hahahaha funny boy. we figured that he was too bored at home since he's twin brother was awae in msia lol.

2005-02-08T13:22:00.000+08:00

gosh todae had morning devotions budden mr mok yest told us dun need to go down, stay in klaz so everyone din go lor.. and in the end we found out that the whole skool was assembled in the flag raising there so we were like shyt but luckily is our whole klaz din go thn we found out that 3K and 4K din go down either so we jus follow them.. so lame.. and thn the concert nth much kinda boring. the dances weren as nice as las yr's i think.. veh dead liddat..

thn went back rss saw cheryL ang and Lynn waiting for us Lol thn faith and char came.. and the skool is kinda cool now.. so unfamiliar. not many went baq i think. din see mans or denise etc etc. thn we go back partly to see frens partly to see mrs sim and thn we walk around the skool carn find her thn later chinyi told us that she went home liao.. =,= so lammE.. thn we 6 jus sat around canteen talking etc. thn faith went off with cheryl ang and me lynn jo and char go macdonalds for lunch. ok me and cheryL were being so crappy and she can really jus crap bout anything and laugh like siao wan ya. haa. no one changed much lar duh. thn guanyang is like SOOOO skinny! my goodness! at first i din believe was him till i stared. Lol.. amazing huh puberty. lols. last time cuter haha. din get to tok much to him.

today really feel veh sian and tired and wana jus go slp slpppp.. i carn believe tmr's new yr.. Lol tonight must go rack brains for those new yr wishes to greet ppl tmr hAHAHA^^

stupid maple got some problem carn get in lols arrrr

2005-02-07T19:05:00.000+08:00

arrr.. tmr can wear home clothes to skool for new yr celeb. yes a problem. wad to wear lols. and afta that where to go? kinda irritating really.. arrr.. i somehow dun feel like goin baq to rss. not bcus ive forgotten my frens or wadsoeva.. jus no mood to lols. i wna go out with the "gang" budden sheri tonight goin to msia. jacq and hongyi cannot. caiyu wans to go baq to her pri skooL! arrr.. so priss wil most likely go out with sy and yw which means i have NO choice but to go back to rss unless i wna come home early and do nth. siiigh.

Happee Burfdaee Caiyu =)))

Lols todae during sectionaLs something SOOOO funny happened but i carn mention it here lest caiyu kills mE lols. but its so funny.. randall must think we are nuts lol.. given that i hardly make noise.. y'know he jus has this stupid look which makes u wanna laugh wen u see him. NVR try playin the staring game with him Lols >.<

bah. darn the mosquito in my stupid room. like i was still awake at midnight las night.. why? bcus of some stupid mosquito in my room which went buzzing round my ear and thn sucking my blood all ova.. DARMN u!! @.@ now i have TONS of bites all ova me which ppl realised todae in skooL.. *shy*.. so nan kan4 lor.. arrg.. my stupid smelly blood.. go buy baygon tmr and spray my room all ova man.. hate mosquitos.. thn my dad in the morning found me sleeping with ma so he was like "mosquitos ar? betta watch out for dengue! if u feel feverish must inform us!!" Lol..

2005-02-06T18:18:00.000+08:00

crap. history is so crapp. suez canal is totally junk info for me to research on. and now wad i have is jus so short page of junk. diee.. surely will lose marks for it lor.. so slipshod though i like spent an hr lookin for info bout it. darrr.. so angrry. heck.

2005-02-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

closed doors. separation from the world. im all cold and alone inside. leave it that way..

bad mood todae. Pmsing mos probably. jus feel down and wanna cry. blah. this stinks. shall not elaborate. await tmr to go splurge if possible hee hee.. -sianed state blaaaaaa-

ok todae is like totally a slack dae lor.. first period science in comp lab and wen teacher demo on the big screen me and anngi were slacking behind and i was helping her create a blog Lols. thn later on homec mary chan go course so nvr come thn we weren allowed to do sewing on our own so got chased baq to klaz to do one wkst thn me anngi liming chongning jan lee peng debby started playing murderer.. the squeeze hand type.. and im sucha lousy murderer. got one time i got murderer thrice in a row!! and i alwayz got caught Lols=( thn the oni serious period todae was hist.. and wow the topic was like so interesting? hEh so time passed QUITE quickly but dammit the air con in there was so cold and dry i started coughin like siao and i had NO water with mE!! oh wells. thn las period eng enrichment is so fei-ded and poor anngi kanna bullied by us. fate. alwayz liddat wan lar.. xi guan jiu hao.. so overall todae was slackkn periods.

2005-02-02T10:59:00.000+08:00

skipped skooL todae cus las night been coughing like MAD the whole night thru and finally slept oni ard 11++. this morning wake up and started coughing horrendously again. man like wadsup. and so mama said if my cough was bad betta go see doc in the morning. well at first i was thinkin if not so bad liao might as well go cus todae got chinese test and i dun wanna re test it. thn on second thots the cough was uncontrollable so i thot betta stay home and rest lar.. if not keep coughing like siao whole dae in skool veh irritating haha. =)

jus came baq from the doc and he gave me 4 medicines. oO oO and one is like so cooL. it makes ur hands tremble or fast heartbeat! LOls. everytime my sis gets this medicine we alwayz make her hold somethin and WATCH the tremble!! hAhA sO farn. thn my 2nd bro wen his hands tremble he siao siao wan.. alwayz think he's paralysed. loser. hahaha.

tmr dun try to get M.C . betta go for english test man.. zzzZ okok off i go to plae maple liao~

2005-02-01T19:39:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. todae came home from skool ard 340 thn eat fries and snacks till 420 thn went to snooze.. real tired. i wanted to jus nap a while but ended up sleeping till 520 thn faster got up to do hmwk. its piling up, boi am i in trouble. stupid hist. dunno wad im supposed to find. hist wb halfwae done and haven studied for chinese test or done my maths hmwk yet. thn duin wb keep smsing and tokin to pris until accomplished little.. Lols.

laaa~ have nth much to blog bout nOw so there~

awaiting fridae.. hEe hEe XD

2005-01-31T20:23:00.000+08:00

raaa.. yesterdae went to shop for new clothes and i bought a mini pink skirt. the pink is like Sooo nice.. budden bring home liao mama saw and she's so against it so have to go change laa~

AHHH!!! *pissed state** i FINALLY saw WJ todae and HE actualli doesnt rmb hu the hell i am!! WADDA is the meanin of this?? AHHHH!! ok funny happening.. saw him at canteen, book shop thn purposely go his class thn go up and baq to his klaz that time dunno issit him or his frens were like" you4 shi4 ni2 men (u 2 again..!!)" Lols.. so malu lor!! yesh.. i REALLY want him to be my gOOd fren but liddat veh der funny thn he oso dun go home by chang chen which makes things worse. and for his cute boyish look he has a mellow voice oKae! and he ain as shy as he looks lar.. as in not those u tok to them thn they jus smile and diam at u.. at least he got tok baq lar=) ahhh.. JIA YOU BA~

shhyt. feb 8 dunno go eat with which grp laaaa~.. ya prissypoo say ask WJ along.. LoLs so sIao-ded lor heh though i wish

eEeeeh got otha stuffs to say but bu fang bian here sOoo ~

2005-01-29T19:42:00.000+08:00

lAaaaaaa~ AH choir so rawks !=) todae had STUDENT INITIATED mini concert for 6 skoOls and AH choir was the BEST muaha!! at least from the teachers though we thot the otha skoOls were like betta..

thN we went to sengkang compass point to shop and like I didn find anything i liked and pris las min by hoi's recommendation found a OP shirt which is SOOOO nice!! ^^ but i alr bought mine by them and i oni realised it was nice afta we came home.. arr.. hope TM OP have it tOo=) i gO buy hEe

hoi's cousins are so funny.. they go call hoi and say that the bus they were in broke down thn they suddenly appeared behind us LoLs. funny ppL.

stupid maple dl sumthin thn so slow

2005-01-27T18:57:00.000+08:00

hEhE oh yar for yesterdays blog i forgot to include that clinton said that there was one gurL, sec 1 hu cried wen they jus ASKED FOR HER NAME!! siao lor. hAhAhA but dam farnie sia ^^

yays. kinda lookin forward to tmr's cca cus i wanna see my JUNIOR! cudnt find one ard skooL todae arrr.. hEhE.. mus BOND =) prepare for the future.

HEEEEEEEE todae saw him a lot of times thn usuaL and caught his SIDE VIEW! Lols he DOES have a mole ard.. liming was right.. hAhAhA and his expression was sho farnie hAh anws.

lala go makan liao lar.

Peace out.

2005-01-26T20:32:00.000+08:00

wOoo~!! group 10 rawks ! welcome play day was okk~ hEh mi was the grp LEADER ! =)sho fuN tO shout ard ! hAhA juniors at first sight looked okkk~. my grp der sec 1s were NICE and friendly and opEn and were not A.P ppl sO lucky mE=) first station was clinton/jacq/becky's obstacle course. well it was the BEST i think.. hEh clinton jus spray me water a lil bit say "aiya u pris sis gei ni mian zi" thn jus sprinkle thn ok liaO. hEe=) thN second station was qixiang and reuben's. run thru tables and chairs, spin 50 times thn go grab either a sweet or a coin. and yes WE won! and my one poor junior was giddy and fell sia.. poOr thing. thn 3rd station was wanlin/mengai's. some bian ta butt to butt in a circle thingy.. funny.. and yes WE won again! yAy group 10 veh der li4 hai4 wor~!! ^^;; yay hAhA of cus lar.. mE is grp leader ma blehs. thn station 4 was prissypoo's ! we jus play play a while cus nort enuf time left. and im so lousy at giving instructions. ok nvm. haha

thn i veh happee lar.. at least got 2 gud juniors. 1 male 1 female. HOW NICE!! haha!! thn at the end of everything i heard from some ppl that the juniors a lot of A.P ones and may be even worse thn MY batch!! crazy. my batch gou4 lan4 liao lor. lala~ anws.. wj is like Sooo shy? he's a guy? thn he sit there diam. hais so i go tok to him lors.. thn zy oso say he's a nice guy. at least he not A.P lar.. haha GRAB liao lar.. not many good guys ard know hEh >.< oh yar! and valerie's pri skool best fren Lim Ying aka Lim Jun's sis oso is in choir lehs!! LoLs.. so qiao sia.. and val din even tell us har.. ^^

and darn. i heard sch comp lab have my blog add.. shyyyt. hu the hell went into it? and the links cant be destroyed!! aRrrrgh. IDIOT..

2005-01-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

im sOo der pissed with that ROY! FREAK! totally!! wads his catch? first, he tells us todae have prac thn wen WE have to wait 1 hr plus for the SENIORS to be done with skoOl thn he tells us half an hr later that it is postponed to THURSDAE???!!! FFFRRREEAAAk! nO way am i gonna stay baq and waste my precious time again !! (unless no hmwk that dae heh) sOooo bawred. waited half an hr plus in klaz where there were still ppl ard.. thn wen EVERYONE left there was still like 20mins++ to gO.. and LUCKILY shumin and shimin stay baq to wait with mE!! aWww u guys are sOoo sweet=)) thnx!! ^^ well why was i so lonely? cus jan hu supposed to stay baq for her band sects ran off and anngi went awae for her GB dance and stupid pamela go and pon the prac jus bcus no one to go home with ?!!!! FREAKO--

thn during science sO ENTERTAINING. Minhui and anngi started calling Liming "Potassium hydroxide". Lols cus its [KOH] mah.. thn thats Liming's surname! So fun haha=) and she was like so pissed? petty gurL.. alwayz bu shuang ppl for no apparent reasons.. making me suffer..

oh yar me shimin and shumin were discussing the horrible fact that me and shimin are CURSED. stupid chenzehou keep calling ME instead of LIMING during lessons for reading.. sheesh!! my name veh nice to call issit? so swae lor!! and liming and anngi hardly ever gets called. how unfair is that? VERY

im so not lookin forward to tmr again.. though i SHALL NOT AND WIL NOT pon it. instead i shall be sporting and plae and get soaked in water mixed with flour! baaaahs. that pamela is so wad lor.. keep ponning everything.. mebbe she SHUD have transferred ova to Computer club.. hEh keep her so i got company mahs blehs >.P

stupid ba gua no one wans.. finneee. my klaz is supposedly selfish. so i dun care for them. if nvr raise enuf marney thn we pay for trip ourselves lar.. big deaL mehs hmph..

2005-01-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

arrr.. science test die liao le lar.. all those i read were not tested.. zZz

wOo ms lim walked out on us todae in choir.. will we still get a Gold? well now i DO hope for it.. so end of the yr we can go to prague there.. its like my first and only chance now.. if not nxt time no one to go with liaoZ.. yar.. but so wad if WE have the spirit and wanna go? otha ppl lehs? heck? which means we cant go? ....

ARRR stupid v dae prac tmr AFTA SKOOL! FREAK LAR! have to wait a pathetic ONE HOUR for them cus i end earlier!! HOW BORING AND MEANINGLESS.. and thn cont to be sian-ded for the rest of the dae.. pamela sure pon wan.. but i dun mind and no choice cus i dun wanna go home by myself anws..

WEDNESDAYYY!!! OH MY GOODNESS!!! i DUN wanna go okae!! though i wanna peek at my juniors!! OOO LiLo!! but the games are guaranteed horrendous and i DUN wan my hair wet nor my face covered in flour!! aaaahhhh!! total freakish

and darn 66 !! where was it?? we waited ard 40 PATHETIC mins for it at the bus stop and we were suffering from backaches thn finally we heck liao.. 506 came and we took it.. pay xtra thn xtra lar.. wait wait wait oso dunno it will come at all not.. all sian liao.. thn reached home at 7.. luckily todae boh hmwk.. laaa

*pouts* eEe why all the korean shows i watch the guy i like ALWAYZ nvr end up with the gurL wan arh? why alwayz the gurL go with anotha guy wan??!!! ARRR!! sO angry!! unfairism.

chey ann YI and jolyn both go EDC. tim happee lor.. (dunno why hah!) i nvr knew he liked ED so much! LoLs. go his blog and see ba

aye jO NEVER updates her blog waN.. @.@

2005-01-23T15:26:00.000+08:00

ahnyunghanse-o~!!! (korean for hello) ^^;;

ok ive changed my blogskin bcus the otha one had a problem so there.. spent one hr changing to this.. waste my time.. and now bro wanna plae and i have to go mug my science for tmr's science test.. BOO..

hope my new blog is still presentable for now.. will make more major changes the nxt time i get the comp yO~ =)

2005-01-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

ok firstly..can anyone see my blog design? cus from my view they say wad photobucket bandwidth exceeded thingy.. hopefully itll be baq to norm again tmr yesh?

FUNNY uncle.. wish me happee burfdae arh.. Lols.. funny arh.. tOo stressed out in army issit.. Lol Lols. XD

practically have nth much to blogg fOr nOw.. bEen sO guai in the morning doin maths hmwk which i practically still dun understand how it works but oh well..

sheesh science teacher teaches so badly i dun get the hang of it and now or rather tmr i have to start muggin science for the test on Mon zZzz.. luckily chapt 3 not included or else i die veh ugly(si de hen nan kan) lala

car gone = transport gone for like 2 weeks plus.. NOOOO how do i live without u... Lols.. siiiiigh.

bahs suddenly had a sore throat las night for no apparent reason.. dude i oni ate vanilla cone yest???? LoLs..

valentines dae song thingy is so failuratic! haha ya ya everything push to esther and roy to solo laaa~

oh yar and u know i have this debology thingy.. which is things i say which u dun understand.. debology.. ya.. so i was tokin and mentioning this thing to anngi when she suddenly said her name thn shud be.. ANNGIOLOGY.. Lols which she realli liked the name.. haha so i decided to give her franchise to it hahaha.. but its stil COPYRIGHTED! dun copy wor~ hEe hEe ^^;;

waiii.. 4 more discs and im done with my korean show.. sad.. JO IN SUNG (real name) IS LIKE SOOOOOO CUTE! MAN I LURVE HIS EXPRESSIONS!! =))) luckily he's still young so a few more yrs of acting to gO hEe.. he is sOoo cute in the show! cant stand it!! >.<

im so glad todae is a holiday.. more pigging time for mE.. and im so not looking forward to nxt fridae's welcoming sec 1s game day! like i have tippsies and the games are sOoo NOT welcoming okkaaee!! nO flour and water on my face again!! i was an idiot las yr but i wun be again this yR!! i hope. hEe.. darn prissypoo and hoi.. dun nid to plae cus they gamemasters aRR! where got so unfair wan de!! unfairism. hur hur hur.. of cus hopefully i dun so swae get into roy's grp cus ppl dun like him and if its his grp thn surely get TORTURED.. at least at clinton's station.. aarrrr..

oh yar and my lil sec 1 junior the meixuan.. i think she in choir de ba.. if she din change her mind or anything.. ah yar erm she's so cute lor! looks so much like Lilo.. u know lilo from lilo and stitch? yar.. cute ar.. even pris says sO haha.. sad she in sop de.. MINE!! Lols..

2005-01-19T16:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPEE TURNING 14 TODAY FAITH ~!! ^^

this silly gurL so happy cus she's turned 14 todae LoLs. =)

laaa yet anotha sian day and i oni saw hEem oncE.. laaaa sad.

HAHAHA and ive got his handfone no. but like so wad.. how to start conv lehs? zZzz.. dunno lAr..

shO muchi maths hmwk todae so siaN

aye i go plae maple liao

2005-01-18T17:36:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHH!!! sOOOOOO pissed!!!

at least now im cooled down.. or ill be scolding vulgar words here..

whole dae in skool : BAWRED TO TEARS!! can die!!

afta skool sectionaLs: tOtally made things worse! PLS LOR! hu wun be sian at sectionals.. and so lil ppl so wads the point in holding it lehs?? might as well let us off earlier.. but i guessed it wud take 2 hrs and BINGO! BAAAAAAAhs!! it was totally UNPRODUCTIVE and a waste of time!! and stupid mE actualli arranged my tuition tonight knowing todae i have to go sectionals and probably will be baq LATE! sHEESH!!

sEe lar.. actualli had a lot to blog bout thn tok bout this one stomach full of anger thn forgot liao.. sheesh.

hEh HEh hEh.. know arr.. the day afta the cny hols is wad dae nort.. hEh hEh gO seE datE hEh hEH..

lalalalalala freaking bored..

oh dddddaaarrr.. car goin off on thurs.. which means NO TRANSPORT FOR SOME FREAKING 3 WEEKS!!! horrendous!!! i ain goin home myself!!! sheesh nor do i wanna stay baq for an hr more for prissypOo.. waste time.. AHHHHHHH!!!! stupid car cant come early or go later!! so inconvenient!! HATE!!!!!!!

oOo im sO lOoking fOrward to our first valentines dae song dedication songs practice! though i dunno why.. Lols.. CANT HELP FALLING IN LURVE WITH YOOOOOOO~ ][hEe hEe im wondering if i can dedicate this to hEh hEh hEh.. hEeeeeee=)))))))) ya duh like i wILL sheesh he'll be so freaked out Lols.. ][ =D

2005-01-17T19:00:00.000+08:00

o.O ok todae got a few things to post about..

skoOl ends sOoo early todae at 12 for mE and i had to wait 3 hrs to chOir.. how nice -.-

darned angela loh made us run in the rain todae and get so drenched my hair was covered in acid rain which i hope doesn give me dandruffs @.@

my darned right shoelace keeps falling off.. so irritating..arr..

choir.. umma.. valentines dae org. my supposed grp : Yanhong, Cindy, Justin, Wensiu and shawn chen. that ms ng is so obviously tryin to break us up lor! hongyi go one grp, i go one grp, pris go 1 grp, caiyu go 1 grp and oni sheri and jacq are together in the same grp lor.. zZzz.. and anw i got transferred to prissypoo's grp yay! =)thnx to wanlin cus she was in that grp budden she wanted to go to the grp i was in so she appealed to ms ng and we swapped woO!! =) and now my present grp: Prissypoo, Roy, esther, pamela, chermaine, yee kei.. zZz.. ok at least got pris but isnt it sucky to have 4 sec 2s together?? and roooy.. zZzz bahs and wad made things worse is we got the sucky songs.. bahs. wad yue liang dai biao wo de xin.. the oni selling song i think wud be cant help falling in lurve with u.. and we're gonna have another inspirational song.. and its so unfair other grps had so much nicer selling songs like more than words, jian dan ai, wu ding, thats wad frens are for.. zZz.. we are so not gonna have business.. imagine ppl larfing as u sing the yue liang dai biao wo de xin.. wad a jokE! yuck yuck.. oh well.. accept my lot ba..

oOo yar todae been in the rain for a lot of times so im hoping the get down with a fever tmr hEh.. skip sectionaLs.. hEh

ahh i'll end here cus i realli realli realli wanna go eat my dinner and watch my swEet tEe vEe nOw yO
chaO~

2005-01-15T11:48:00.000+08:00

arrrhhh.. wanted tO gO for a swim tOdae bart pOor prissypoo is still sick and cant gO argh.s

diaO likE hOw cOme nOw my saturdays are sO busy LoLs? las timE is sLack thE whOle daE thRu nOw shO muCh stuffs ta dO.. siaNs. hmwk, tuition, youth fellowship. I WANT SLEEP! Lols.

talking bout slp i must sae ive realli become a PIG! prissypoo's influeNcE shEesh. i yest was so tired i knocked out at 9.30pm. wanted to slp earlier wan but wanted to watch tv hEh hEh. =X and i slept fOr likE 12 hours!!! and im still tired!!! Lols. im seriously gonna slp afta eating luNch hAhA.

siAn. nXt weEk mus stay baq afta skoOl for sO mAny days.
Mon - chOir.. [have to wait 2hrs afta skoOl ends.. bawring..]
tues- sectionals!! ARGHS!
wed - stupid homec make up lesson cus fri is holidae so we'll be missing it..

yes oni consolation is fridae is a HOLIDAE!! im seriously gonna spend it by sleeping hEh hEh. anw nth betta to do.. lala

nO "paper" = sad.
hOw cud she forget to take it for mE!! =( oh well.. even if i have it.. wad use will it have.. ya lor so lamE.

Liming is sO crap. want mE to gO biao bai. wad. walk up to him or sms him and say " I likE you" arh. siaO.

oh yar caiyu yesterdae so funny. gO bookshop buy ci yu shou ce gO pay using 10 cent and 20 cent coins LoLS! sO funny hAhA.

ay.. now pris and ys nth nice going on liao.. so sian..

bahs crap entry cus im so bored.

2005-01-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

piangzZ tOdaE eNglish eNrichmeNt klaZ sO fArnIe lOr.. mrs rOd say 1 min of silence oni our grp was like giggling awae lor.. stupid shampoo thingy thn liming and minhui keep larfing thn cherng ru keep making them larf thn in the end everyone larf.. Lols. lamE.

2005-01-12T16:49:00.000+08:00

ARGH ARGH ARGH!! im sOooo NOT hAppY!! darn darn darn!! HATE THOSE B GURLS!! A.C.B.Cs!! bimbos!! :@ sOoo angry.. its like todae hardly see him till then and those idiot gurLs happened to be walking in front of mE and wen He walked past THEY WERE POINTING AND LOOKING BACK AT HIM!!! WTH!! wads that supposed to mean???!!! the first thing that got to my mind was they like him!! but on second thots mebbe not.. BUT LIKE DUDE THEY WERE SOOOOO OBVIOUS!! go die lar! hMphZz.. yes. i veh bu shuang! zen yang!!

hAhA thn told pris bout it thn she was like "dun nid scared lor. u sure win wan.." LoLs LoLs LoLs!! XD but like for the rest of the dae i was soOo pissed? =[[[

and once again.. im having this inferiority complex AGAIN. shyt. i hate it. why do i have to have this stupid feeling that everyone else is betta thn me and i suck. i sOoo dun have self confidence. nggaaa.. *fades away* i jus hate the way i am and i REALLI REALLI REALLI wanna change but how? sheesh.

ya and its like the whole dae i put on this stupid pissed face in front of everyone i see in skooL.. and this face is wad pris calls to be "BETTA LOOKING THAN ME SMILING" (sheesh). its jus a stupid no expression on my sickening looking face. ya and i still rmb my bro askin me one dae wen i was toking to him that how come i so split personality. can be 2 different persons at home and in schooL. seriously the way i behave depends on the person i am with. duhh if im more comfortable with u i'll act more naturally and who the heck believes that im sucha crappy person in reality LoLs. ive only seen myself going crazy at home and SOMETIMES to hongyi and pris hEh.. others hardly ever see it. its sOOOOO hard to be the reaL mE.. makes me rmb wad joanna says bout wanting to impress everyone u see and sees u. gurl psychology. yaya.

and tv shows alwayz sae being lurved is a wonderful feeling.. so dear prissypoo! appreciate that feeling LoLs! XD whoopsies. betta not expose too much stuff here or else hEh hEh.. =)

and to him, u jus attract mE LoLs.. *wink winks*

ok something more light hearted now. OMGoodness!!! PAPA RAWKS MAN!! =)))) HE reserved a [What happened in Bali] VCD!!! HAHAHAHAHA!! ya oni he and me likes the show!! and he bought both volumes!! total cost ard 51 bucks?? hahahaha.. ya ya wad favouritism lor prissypoo??!!!! he jus bought u a mp3 for christmas and jus bought timmy a new hp which costs 268 bucks??!!! lalala- tv tv tv and MORE tv wahahahah

woot like sucha looong blogg todae.. ya im F.O.C !! hEe hEe.. gues hardly anyone blogs or reads blogs nowadays. jus taking this as my diary.. typing is definitely easier thn writing LoLs.

till then, i still like u

2005-01-11T14:54:00.000+08:00

wow todae was slogging dae at home sia.. studied for like 2hrs plus?? well yea actually was doing hmwk.. I CANT believe i actualli spent my sleeping and piggying hours STUDYING!! hahaha so proud of myself siah LoLs.

yaya this is part and parcel of growing up.. infatuation.. like who doesn have it at this age.. SM obviously has it but wun admit.. as for me i'll tell oni selective ppl duhh~ prob is its impossible. unrealistic. unreachable. as for the reasons why i shant write it here.. bu fang bian hEe hEe.. like wad now.. lurve is in the air.. know so many ppl with crushes and stuffs LoLs. yea it CAN be a pain at times but well afta all it ain that bad.. considering his' on the same lvl as mE ^^ [[ ok lemme gues.. no one understands wad im tokin bout haha nvrm]]**

how do i sae..

wAhAhA and jacq yest was so crazy teasing poor prissypoo bout hem hem hem.. LoL " jing guo YUE SHENG zou lang zou lang" LOL happee for HERSELF ba LOLss

my sis is so mature in lurve.. hahahahah.. yaya crapp. oni bimbos goes for himbos and action guys who like acting cooL and flirting ard and stuff. as for mE (and mebbe prissy) SURELY will go for GOOD boys. yes looks are superficial. =) i oni like ACTORS who are shuai but doesn apply in this thing lar duhh~ i mean duhh, actors HAVE to look GOOd on tele right?? LoLs.

oh yar and PRIS ur handfone is SOOO interesting to read.. u have sucha interesting <3 life LOLS! :X

anD TIMMY BOUGHT A NEW HANDFONE!! mad guy!! ALWAYZ

2005-01-09T17:23:00.000+08:00

yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes!! die lar! my korean craze is back once and yet agAin!! trouble!! i MUST get my hands on that VCD ARGH!! once i go to my korean webbie i surely kanna stuck there and craze for my fav ACTORS are BACK!! NOOOO!!! dun get me started!!! @.@
well since i alr am, i shall list my favourite k-stars!!! hEe hEe=))
Actors: LEE WAN ; SO JI SUB ; JO IN SUNG etc.
Actress: Kim tae hee ; Ha jI wOn etc.
CURRENT SHOW CRAZES ARE : Glass shoes aka Bo li xie ; WHAT HAPPENED IN BALI aka ba li dao de ri zi !! ^^;;

2005-01-08T19:01:00.000+08:00

LoLs LoLs my tuition teacher jus came and left. hahaha she is sick with flu so my ma ask her betta go home and rest cus we dun want her germs LoLs. so my make up session on tues instead LoLs. so lucky sia hEh=X

2005-01-08T15:09:00.000+08:00

SALMO is SooOo dAm nIcE! but im so lazy to learn it hAhA=X

saw him so many times yesterdae.. by chance.. thn in canteen while walking down the steps there i saw him again pai-dui-ing with some frens lar.. thn dunno if saw mE thn suddenly he walked anotha direction.. "_ _ thn went canteen toilet come out bumped into him agaiN.. thN sEeing the uniform grps performing saw him standing ard somewhere watching it.. for so long.. veh interesting mehs LoLs.

baahs. saturdays. how nice for nth on to jus sleep sleep sleep and jus catch up with missing sleep. i WANTED to wake up at 10 todae and i wud have accompished 12hrs of sleeping.. budden i woke up at ard 7.30 with a blocked nose. cant breathe. so irritating. so i went toilet thn come back try to bear with it. cannot. so i tried breathing thru my mouth. cant take it. got up at 8 to find vicks n put in and ard my nose thn finally slept. thn woke up at 9.30 instead cus idiotic pris got up at 9+. afta lunch went to slp for anotha 1 and a half hours=) shuang. tonight still got tuition thn got ba li dao de ri zi!!! yAys!! SO JI SUB! even my dad and bro likes n watches the shoW! LOLS. yea i watch it oni bcus of so ji sub. hEe but he so disappointing. act so dao in it. prefer the lively and funny him:)

aiya hopefully for choir me caiyu jacq pris hongyi n sheri can be in the same grp for the valentines dae songs thingy.. *PRAYS SOOO HARD*

2005-01-06T15:17:00.000+08:00

afta joining chOir ive learnt to appreciate and listen more to the singer's vocals for songs ya know.. its like las time jus care bout the song tune and who's singing it waN.. ok ya why am i tokin bout such things suddenly? its bcus i recently changed my blog song to u listen urself lar! hAhA nOt bAd siAh=)

tmr ish sec 1 cca selection dae and alsO mY *snuggles* eldest bro GOIN TO SERVE THE LOUSY COUNTRY!! *gasps!!* LoL darn him.. already 19! @.@ its sO pissing. 5 yrs diff??!!!!! =stinks. well farewell my brO and go join lonely UNCLE TOFU!! =DDDD hEe hEe.. aiya but from uncle army looks like so slack lor.. alwayz smsing uS hahaha.. =X and so idiot lor.. cus i wanna go see him goin army so i wanna use this to pon skooL and go tekong for the ceremony thN tmr actualli is also sec 1 cca selection dae so skooL ends at 11.15!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH!! that means nothin will be affected.. no ponning.. oni ponning cca which is no sing but talk. interaction with teachers for sec 2s. yaya/ sounds boring. but pris is performing for the SEC 1s!! watch out mX! thN if can make it she'll come baq for it.. so mebbe i'll come back with her? no no..

im so lookin forward to syf? cus FIRST TIME! firs time and las time with sheri hongyi pris and jacq and caiyu!! sO saD lOr! hais hais. so mus zhen xi this time mar hEe.. i veh care bout relationships wan de mArr.. =))

2005-01-05T16:18:00.000+08:00

i dunno if i wrote this before lar but how i wish i was born 2 mths earlier.. makes sucha big diff sia.. actualli not even 2 mths lor.. like 1 mth and a few days oni!! MISERY!! why mus i be stuck with so alien ppl.. like immature ppl wen im so mature?? [hEh hEh] snap snap.. cant click click. wad? so i mus resign to fate?? LOl duhh.. thn wad? study so hard this yr and hope that i can skip sec 3 nxt yr and take o levels??!! crap. it'll nvr happeN.. sIigghhh. though i hope my nxt yr klaz will bE MUCH betta, i know its NOT gonna happen.. it'll be jus like that. pure unfair.

hist will be pia most of the time ba.. like everything mus happen so quickly.. and that stupid history room is so freezing.. dude jus off the air con man! *shivers*

and chinese lessons sux now lar.. chen ze hou.. WA LAU EH

kae lets tok bout something more happy=)
todae morning while i was walking by the corridor to my klazroom which is like 6 sec 3 klazrooms awae, i saw this person far awae wearing a black jacket.. at firs i din care lar.. thn i rmbed it was caiyu's jacket and bOoyah it was hEr.. LoL. thN wE were toking bout jonathan. that one dae he was walking thn he saw caiyu and ACTUALLI SAID HI to her.. thn she was so blur zhu haha.. likE wE thot he very the dao wan lor Lols.. so we were tokin tokin tokin at the corridor and HE actualli started walking towards us with issac's brother.. thn we veh wad leh.. ok lar actualli we were walking towards each other lar.. thn wen getting closer me and caiyu both turned and walked backwards hahahaha.. =))

aiya so late liao i go do otha stuffs le
chao~

2005-01-03T16:09:00.000+08:00

crap. skooL is crap. my klaz is crap. teachers are crap. learning is crap. everything is crap.

i wanna cry lar.. oso for no specific reason. i jus bu shuang everything. schooling sux and thats the reason why i wanna GROW UP! i even thot of changing sch to my ma's skooL.. LoL

its funny why i shud feel liddat considering this yr not much changes ba.. form teacher is mr mok. and klaz the same. i dunno.. jus hate everything. yes once again the phrase "life is not a bed of roses" comes baq. i jus feel like dropping out of skooL afta sec skooL. sheesh.

arrr hopefully its jus baq to skooL blues and hopefully i'll get ova em.. well las yr i was liddat.. well the starting.. thn everythin wasn as bad liao.. hopefully it'll be jus the same.. jus cross my fingers ba..

haaaaaaiiiiii

2004-12-31T15:08:00.000+08:00

TODAE'S THE LAST DAE OF THE YEAR!! *weeps*

GOSH i actualli went to CUT MY HAIR!! *gulps* well actualli its still as long as las time.. jus layered it.. yaya.. its like now wen i let down is nicer budden tie up looks ugly.. zZzz. oh well.. there goes my hair which i had for 13 yrs of my life? LoLs.. been like one yr plus since i went to cut hair siah.. kinda she bu de but wadda hell Lols. can u imagine like tmr(1/1/05) someone comes up to mE thn asks wen i cut my hair.. LoL thn am i suppose to answer with "yesterday" or "last yr" Lols.. ok end of crap. =X

thN wE went to watch kungfu hustle.. Lols.. stoooopid show siah..

2004-12-28T17:50:00.000+08:00

zZzz T-I-R-E-D..
todae have nxt yr sec 1s audition. since pris is in charge of it, mE as her sister cannot not help lor. do all las min work. las nite slept like 11.30 and she was STILL preparing and making SUCHA DIN in the roOm i cudn sleep.. zZzz thN todaE still woke up at 6.15 this morning. been in sch since like 7.30-4.30? 9 hrs sia.. haha but i mus sae the auditions was SOOO FARN!

u can jus see the lil juniors.. at least a rough idea lor.. the guys all ru xiu wei gan de.. thn the gurLs are like SOOOOOO A.P sia! so scared la'er become like my batch de.. @.@ anw so we jus go tok tok to the sec 1s lor.. thn later i approached this 2 gurLs.. hu were enthusiastic and want to join choir de lor.. so i go chit chat with em.. haha thN one is my exact junior.. nxt yr 1A Lols.. ok crap.. thn shE also veh cute and not A.P de lor.. she is like SOOOO DAM LI HAI!! she got a A lehs!! heard that veh lil gurLs got A lor.. the comments written was [ Good pitching, except that airy. very teachable] hAhAhA i sOoo proud of her.. hEe hEe =X ya her name is meixuan lar.. yunzhen was like so happie cus meixuan is gonna be a sop.. *raises eyebrows* sheesh.. i found her first!!! LoLs ^^

so afta all the auditions i had this stupid stomachache.. rush to toilet.. thN bake cake.. sOo pain and slow sia.. wanna die liao lar..it was so long the lights automatically offed. thN even afta quite long sheri came in and it on-ed again thn she went out for dunno how long and offed again lor.. how long was i in there?? sheesh.. ok anw thN we went to chang chen 85 market da pao lunch.. thn the WHOLE nxt yr sec 1 cohort were there eating lunch toO. thN i saw meixuan and siqi thn they so nice wave to me and caiyu and ask if we eat alr.. hAhA and they ate wad i wanted to EAT LOR!! CHICKEN RICE! 85 market that one is like sOoo nice!! i lurve chicken rice soup hEh hEh..ya now i wanna eat more chicken rice cus i wanna eat more chicken so i can grow FAT! yes! hEe hEe=)

hAhA goOd thing i got 2 nice juniors lar.. relief relief yi xia.. mustn let any poach them wor~ hEe hEe.. its not easy to find a nice junior lor.. and i jus CONVINCE JO TO JOIN CHOIR!! HeE HeE

2004-12-25T13:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPEE CHRISTMAS!! =)))*throws confetti all ard wee`!*

LoL wad a meaningful christmas i had man.
whole morning was doin chores siah~. made EVERYONE's bed which is like 5 beds yupp. helped my bro pack tabLe. came downstairs fold EVERYONE's clothEs.. (like how many pieces dude..) thn ironed EVERYONE's clothes toO.. LoLs. sounds like i oni did 3 chores budden it took me like sOoo lOng.. idiot pris go out do banner. later afta everyone eat lunch liao think i need to wash dishes some more.. haha but this is the FIRST time i do chores w/o complaining sia.. mEbbe cus nth betta tO dO.. lalala i'll bE spending christmas watchin my SHOW LoLs.

2004-12-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

waaaiii!! cant stand it!! ah ma oni brought home 5 DISCS!! sOooo Little.. i was even intending to bring some to sunwae and watch lor.. in the car ride.. kanna siah.. its jus enuf to occupy me for the weekends before we go.. ngaaa..

now i watch em SPARINGLY.. actualli i wud have finished all by sat.. budden im saving for sunday too.. if not i'll be toOo sad w/o any new discs to watch.. so smart of mE..

SO DARN HAPPEE mOn going for holidae.. like dude ive bEen WAITING soOo long for it..

im so doomed.. ALL MY HMWK UNDONE! yes ALL cept ONE PATHETIC yue du bao gao.. how dead am i? slacker. man.. forgot my aim was a Nerd.. feels like oni las week was the firs week of Dec siah.. stinko..

lala.. one more lvl and 2nd job ad! cant wait! budden still got 82 more percent to go.. shyyt.

went swimmin with pris again todae.. no sun. tons of ppl. 3 lessons going on. dark clouds. no tan. rough hair now. drizzle. we went out. oni consolation was the fries we bought..hEh hEh..

shud have done my hmwk long long time ago.. now im feelin the guilt wen i watch too much tv.. siighhh.. stinko.. haha consolation lar consolation. NXT YR JO JOININ ME!! wEe` =) hope she'll like it here ba.. if not i feel so baaaad.. lala.. still dunno which klaz she in.. "_ _ doh

now loadin songs to my mp3 to bring to listen to music in the car..

lala tmr pris cuttin hair.. i dunno if i wanna.. well duh oni fringe.. and thn probably buy some movies to watch in the car? and thn.. dunno oso.. haha

im bored still. k lar have ta go

2004-12-17T10:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday the yesterdayy..

prissypoo finally bought her mp3.. initially wanted a Creative one thn changed to a [forgot its name =P] thn finally still bought a Creative Rhomba.. the one got line in de.. the oni cooL thing bout it is that can dl from discman.. otha thn that i dun like hEh..

todaeee..

wahahaha.. finally sent off our darrned maid.. lalala..~ happiest is my pa lor duhh hEe hEes

mama and dandan comin home todaee.. and to celebrate our maid's riddance.. WE"rE hAVING PIZZA TONIGHT!! hahaha

getting my otha discs of [Glass shoes] aka [ Po Li xie].. waaiiii i mus say it is NICE to watch!! =D how to attract me to watch this type of shoes?? obviously mus have my fav actors or shuai ges to make me watch lor!! hEe hEe.. i started watchin this show cus i saw the advertisement on tv and it had the young shuai ge so i watched it.. hAhA thn kanna stuck on it..now they grow up still got a shuai ge and a mei nu!! that guy's real name : So ji sub! lala. hEh hE is like sooooo damn CUTE and FUNNY in the show lor.. seriously if u go and search stuff bout him like not very shuai..but in the show he is like SOOOOO loR! hEh.. my father's brother's wife's mother only passed us the first 11 discs lor! we finished it in like.. 3 days.. cant help being so slow.. one disc is like 70 mins lor.. hahaha thn hols ending le and i cant spend too much time on tv cus i still got tons of work undone sheesh! yaya thn todae im gonna get the continuing DISCS!! AHHHH!! cant wait siah! hEe hEe.. oni parts with my shuai ge and mei nu is nice to watch lor.. the otha parts with the otha 2 main characters are like.. zZzzz.. hahaha

2004-12-12T17:04:00.000+08:00

aHhhhhs!! *looks saaaad* yest was qiao jie li ju xing yan chang hui !! like WTH lor! i wanted to go!! LoL fine.. im dreamin again.. i'll nvr be able to go to a concert !! =(((( jus think. JR is in SINGAPORE!! o.O!! gino is in SINGAPORE!! AHHHHH!! daarN.

wadda lor.. yest din go concert i alr veh der sad lor.. PIANGZ! todae my cousin come and tell me her fren went and sat in FRONT ROW!! first row from stage lor!! kanna de! @.@ im soOoo angry.. *folds arm and pouts* SO UNFAIR!! =( and she said renfu waved at her.. thn my cousin's fren's sister's fren WON THE BACKSTAGE PASS!!! OMG!!! and she shook hands with everyonE!!! OMG!!! *sOoo jealous*!! SHE TOUCHED MY JR!!! *buzZ ofF!* wAaaaa!! this sux.

finally got the zi jin zhi dian part 2.. and i dunno if thats a gud thing or bad.. gud is got somethin to watch.. bad is MY CRAZE IS BACK!! i seriously hate my craze cus it makes me so siao lor! i dun realli like this crAzE thingy.. OH MAN but im realli deeeep into it.. sighhh. nvm.. it'll blow over..

and wad makes things worse is.. IM HAVIN 2 CRAZES TOGETHER!! from 2 shows! 2 guys! WTH! the otha one is thE scv chn 55 weekdays 9pm the romance in the air (hEe forgot chinese name is whart) thE veteran actor tang yichen( in the show. dunno his real name Lols ) ijus find his expressions sOooo kyut! LoLs. thN hE veH the farniE in thE shOw.. like him mans.

ma and my eldest bro in taiwan for church mission trip. spreadin the christmas story to the kids there.. will be back on fRi.. likE WTH lor i oso wanna go taiwan, oso wanna go korea, japan. siiiggghhhh. lalala~ told bro to buy mE a tOy~ =X hEe

thn yest went shoppin with my 2nd bro.. hE wanna go toys r us so we gO lor.. thN hE saw this spongebob cushion toy thingy he want thn paiseh to hold it all the wae to the counter so that idiot ask me help him hold instead thn i ask him take a ball for mE hE nvr take. idiot.

thN chn 8 mon and tues got this korean drama at like 10.45pm. yesh its a very VERY old show. called po li xiE gLasS shOes. oh man they young that time the guy called zHang zaixi (in the show) is like so damn shuai lor!! hE oso acted in autuum in my heart the young lover boi Lols. SHUAI GE! why taiwan and korea so many shuai ge ne?? and singapore sOoo like dun have lehs?? Lols. thN now they grow up liao got 1 guy oso not bad lar.. haha let me oOgle at.. hEee =X

muahaha like i went swimming twice with prissypoo las week.. SHE SHIOK LOR! got a horribly gud tan! and me lehs?? soOo slight u hardly see it.. bahs. oni my limbs have em obvious.. like dude.. this stinks.. haha and im tryin to learn stupid froggy style from her.. still dunno how to do.. well she says i roughly got it le jus that i dunno how to breathe.. zZzzz hope to go back and swim again if the weather and prissypoo's mood allows. =D

current state: lost in fantasy and dreams which will nvr come true in reality siiigghh

fiiinEee i go plae maple liao

2004-12-09T11:20:00.000+08:00

yest woke up at ard 10 thn heard my bro say something bout goin swimming in 10 mins time and pris SURELY wanna go de lor.. thn wen he was bout to go thn she woke up thn she was so like " I WANNA GO!!" thn dan was like "eh dun lar.. " this dan arh.. so embarrassed bout us 2 arr..

so he left at ard 10.. thn me and pris jus woke up ma.. thn we left like an hr later than him.. well we cud have gone earlier.. if not for the fact that we CUDNT find the stupid goggles! and the maid was out.. so we dunno where she put.. haha thn 40 mins later.. the smart DEBBIE ME saved the day Lols! i found it!! in a trolley bag in the maid's room on a shelve! wahahaha!! i rock Lols! >.P thn we faster go change and everything and left the house.. and the stuuupid bus left wen we were walkin to the bus stop.. wait for like 15 mins no bus still.. and thn.. 506 came.. Lol so we so impatient liao so we hecked and went up it.. Lols.. pay xtra lor.. betta than waiting hahaha.. thn wen we reached liao dan was gone le.. at least according to him wen we reach tt time he left.. WAH!! he lucky loor...

ok thn we went in the pooL.. pris was teachin me frog style.. like how the blubber do you synchronise ur hand and leg movements.. haha.. wen my hands move correctly my legs ain doin no nth.. LoL. sick.. and thn the 2 of us were more of sunbathing than swimming.. well we were lookin for the sun thn our heads all lookin up at the sun. oni wen clouds cover the sun thn we go swim.. sun out again we go sunbathe LoL.. and FREAK!!! SO UNFAIR LOR!! why my skin dun absorb sun rays wan!! oni my limbs are tanned lor!! my face leh!??!!! BAKA NE LAR! and the stupid pris can see her tan liao lor!! wads the meaning of this!! so unfair de!!

thn night time sms uncle.. HAHAHA pris was so pissed wen she saw my sms from him saying that she looked like those type who dun like sports de.. if have is go gym or any place which is AIR CONDITIONED!! LOL! good one man!! =]] i was larfing awae.. he say i have more of the sporty look.. funny.. thn sae we 2 wanna be sunshine babes! FARNIE MAN! LoL..

aiya i go plae maple liao ta~

2004-12-06T19:54:00.000+08:00

AHHHH!! family fotos out! my lyfe is ruined

FREAK! eEw!! who's that??!! *points at me* yuck! *vomits*

nO! DUN HANG EM ON THE LIVING ROOM WALLL!!

yeeppee!! new 9 o clock show in chn 55 is so rawks lor!! even though i haven even watched the 2nd epi yet haha..

2004-12-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

oh man sly flopped his firs two songs but the las one was soooo nice..

aiya taufik win liao lor.. so many supporters.. and yes he's betta lar.. budden no x factor.. sly does.. oh well

aiya now its on.. blog later

2004-11-30T18:59:00.000+08:00

ok i cant believe it.. we actualli started a new acc for maple story and yes it means startin from beginning ALL OVER AGAIN!! sian.. within 2 days we've reached lvl 14.. nt bad liao.. thn jacq is lvl 20!! waaa..

i have decided to be a N-E-R-D.. yes thats wad jo was this yr eh? or tryin to be.. yay let me join yer!! *wink winks!* >.< and i went to the library todae!! ok din had much time choosing and scanning around cus some pris was chasing us out.. duhh she HATES the library.. books.. and im tryin to lurve em.. bart.. i hate sitting down to read.. at least thats bcus i read VERY slowly..

ok and i sorta have an ambition now? MAYBE only.. since it has met the criteria of me.. burn the book.. not boring like sittin in the office.. yep.. MEBBE i'll pursue that.. yup.. no competition and all

bahs.. so wad if in church those kids who sat for PSLE this yr all got higher than us? BIG DEAL ISSIT!! they may have brains but ppl with high IQ usualli have low EQ.. so wads the point?? i dun care for brains!! stop the comparison!! I am who i am! so accept that fact !!

loser.

2004-11-27T14:07:00.000+08:00

lala~.. todae early morning WE went to take FAMILY FOTO at this wedding photo design house at CS.. LoL i cant believe mama made us (me and pris) wear the chinese new year clothes.. u know the err i forgot its name lar heck.. anw yea.. thn actualli oni mama supposed to have the make up artist make up for her.. thn later pa and ma both bu shuang pris's samurai, scared later ruin the pic by it covering her face so they INSISTed that we 2 both let the make up artist do us up too.. piangz that artist realli veh gud lehs.. my goodness she make pris until so DAMN CHIO! i mean duhh she without make up alr veh der chio lor.. with the make up and the CHAO NICE hairstyle.. pEngZz LoL. thn she do for me the make up so nong lor.. much darker than pris'.. so unfair! haha thn oh i hate the hair most!! shE actualli PINNED UP MY FRINGE!! that is SIAO LOR! i mean who so stupid keep fringe hairstyle wan lor.. i is no choice de.. make parting i look like shit! NAN KAN DE YAO SI ARH! its like daniel and pris both can show forehead me and tim cannot de!! 1 and 3, 2 and 4! thn the timothy wanna go make armani.. looks weirder.. his apple hair nicer LoLs! ^^;; ok at least she let down A LIL fringe at each side .. sighs.. mama kept doin thumbs up to me!! surely lor! she hates my fringe! wad keep covering my eyes and all.. surely wan lor.. oh yar thn danieL veh der farnie lor he.. the photographer kept telling us to do this do that pose lar.. thn he dun understand thn the photographer keep laughin at him.. hahaha thn right the photographer calls us: lao da, lao er, lao san and lao si respectively lar.. thn he alwayz cant tell the diff between me and pris.. cus pris shorter than me marh.. hEh hEh. XD

hai hope to see the fotos soon.. and i hope i dun suck man.. veh hard not to blink.. and the horrible make up.. i think the hairstyle was the best.. especially pris'.. mine was jus plaits Lol.. thn da4 gu1 was there.. she wans to hire that make up artist for her daughter's prom night make up.. haha.. lucky jasmine liao lor gonna look chio hahaha [=

haha.. i veh der good.. actualli made cheryL lynn and faith interested in Maple Story hEh >.<